Not being lonely anymore?

not writing my thoughts for this post... can't get anything to write...

My Feelings?
i'm not sure why i felt so empty... because pei pei gone off? well hope it's what i said... anyway i don't like people to assume or comment on me when they don't even know me more than my friend... they do not have the right to judge someone when they have not even seen much of that person... so they should at least know that person before giving comments about them... okay stopping it here...

12 July 2009
woke up VERY EARLY! 5.30AM! was trying to sleep but couldn't due to feeling unwell... want to call linda to tell her don't feel like working today... but in the end i still drag myself to work... went off with mom to work... today she working at suntec~ talk with mom alot? LOL~ after reaching isetan i was like the first promoter to reach there >.< i punch my card 10 mins later... but the time i punch was 9.33am! i was like cleaning there alone... SI queenie talk behind my back! say i sot diao come so early... well told them i came with mom lor~ then we chatted a little and the hei mian shen came out showing an unhappy face of course... see her face like ruining my day and make me feel even more sick... but the day was okay... li li not here~ level 4 peace world! that's what the aunties said LOL~ had lunch with Nalina at Taka... had vege meal with her... because she's a vegetarian... we have lots of chats on the way to anywhere LOL~ she kept buying me drinks siar! keep telling her i pay myself but she always buy the drinks when i was in toilet or when i was on the phone with pei pei mei... she's going off to new zealand today le... damn it... now all my close one's isn't in singapore anymore... feeling empty... she didn't tell me she was going off today because she don't want to cry before parting with me... haiz... now i left with von mei? ai ya that 1 don't even understand me... anyway i went back to work and was wondering around like i always do to pass time... it was way better than in taka... the time here was like faster than normal... dinner time had arrive in no time and we went to lucky plaza for dinner this time... was damn crowded... had my meal but nalina didn't have her dinner... she went to buy tidbits... and we sat outside isetan having our rest and she eating her snacks~ she keep forcing me to have some of her snacks >.< well ate 3 piece because i was acting like eating alot and slowly LOL~ soon after we went back to work but was totally like no customer? so i went to fold tower for isetan LOL~ time pass quickly and i have endure my sick through the day! quickly go home and rest myself a little before writing this blog and do some stuff... don't think i could go to school due to unwell... okay i'll be stopping here...

11 July 2009
woke up about 10 plus by linda calling me to take over deston due to his not feeling well... and have to reach there my 1pm? so took my own sweet time preparing and used computer~ when i was there deston look VERY FINE! he just injurt his arm not really sick =.= well we had an hour plus for him to pump in all information about his counter~ didn't really remember all of it... because it's abit too rushy to remember all stuff... but at least i got quite a few points going through it all myself... about 2.13pm deston went off already... quite a number of customer but still bores me... because the stupid manager keep passing-by my place telling me to server customer when the customer already told me he would like to look around... damn it... i really hate stupid people keep telling me to do stuff i already had done... she thought i first day promoter sia~ *slaps her!* never even ask then assume i'm a new promoter... anyway she didn't appear anymore after i argue with her... and had dinner about 5? went down to B2 hunting for food... and to the food festa to look about? well brought a box of tako and that's for dinner >.< not even half full for me... it's okay no mood to eat also... around 5.50 went back to work? na~ was walking around the counter like i was in isetan! lol... well time was passing like an hour... but when i turn to the clock it has only passed 10 MINS! WTH~ it was the worst nightmare in taka... the time seem to me way too slow to me... deston still tell me kua za bor~ kua le bo feel siar... i must be GAY! LOL~ went to the toilet 3 times because went to chat with some friend... and the time passing is still the same! Ar lahs... so sick of taka now... i wonder why deston like taka so much... after work went home liao~ then brought fishball noodle for father... walk all the way home... that's all for the day... haiz... sick already...