So late today~

Thoughts about decision making?
mostly people doesn't have good decision making due to lack of confidence or they doesn't have the goals they wanted... goals are like destination? if you've set your destination you would know where to get to at the end of your journey... walking a path of life with your destination confirm you wont lost your way keeping your destination in mind and you would reach it no matter how lost you had been... But without your destination you couldn't find your way to where you wanted because you didn't know where you want (to go/be at)... imagine you're in a cab telling the uncle your destination you could get there... but if you couldn't tell your destination how could the uncle even go to where you want to go? even when going to your destination of course there would be wave of difficulties, even so many gave up after trying to overcome them/lost when they couldn't get to their destination... so having a firm decision is important... but with a undying attitude towards you destination, people will call you as stuborn... so it's up to you to be stuborn or having firm decision...
(My destination? it's on my secret list ^^)

My Feelings?
To me i didn't really have much things i wanted in life... all i want was a partner who can be with me throughout the lifes... i agree i'm stuborn but it's totally pure and firm decision because the person i wanted to be with was to me a very "Rare" kind? somebody who could loves you so deep that could have forgot her own existence... someone who could hold onto a relationship, someone who could have 100% trust that she only had you in her... well i couldn't share all out... just keep it to myself for the rest ^^ ending it right here!

10 July 2009
hmm today woke up at 8.30 stare at the celling couldn't sleep anymore... so went to play some games in computer... then off preparing to work soon after playing... while going to work it rains... will didn't care much and off to work with my NEW headset~ ENJOYED it! went to look for deston before work... and also passed him joel name tag before i forgot about it again... today work was a little boring? feeling so sian because never go out with them ba? today clean my counter and went walking around the 4th level chatting with aunties! met des for dinner at cine and brought ervin his peasant... damn piss by a security guard today... his damn lazy just to let me collect my bag and put it back later on after the break... i was so damn pissed i shouted at him... telling him all the security rules that i know... he was stunned and he wanted to bring my bag to me i shout back "IT's OK! i don't need it anymore!" i hate this kind of lazy person who just sat at the table for long hours and yet so lazy to just turn his chair to take a bag! well when coming back to work after dinner approach by 2 girl acting as interview trying to con me for my contact... i denied because i was late for work already =.= and saw their group was looking to me when they came to me from their direction... well those girl was like types that deston like? LOL~ back to work lucky the security changed... or else i have to shout again... the few hours of work was so boring that i keep walking left and right... after work i went to taka to go home together? LOL~ have small chats on the way back... reach yishun and walked home using different way today~ because listen to music enjoying it so took a longer path~ LOL okay... i'll stop here? good night~