Saturday, October 3, 2009

让我照顾你,好吗?

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hi readers... those photos below was from yesterday...

after putting up the back seat i went out cycling again... didn't have good mood these days...

also didn't have any more mood to play computer games lately... mostly watch drama and movie or play L4D with ervin and mei...

came home late again last night too! went to lots of place~ by cycling la...

i suppose i'll be going cycling later tonight too... although it rained today but should be no problem if i ride slowly... i hate little stones that gets to my eyes or hair...

next week is the last week i'm working for linda... gonna find new job on monday...

not gonna work for jobs that test/play game or being game master(GM) anymore... it's quite out of real life job...

well, school is about to start soon too... LOLz... wanted to get a GPA 2 for this term and i really got it! well... next term targeting GPA of 3.17! GOGOGO! jia you!

okay i think i'm going cycling now le... buai buaie~

i was never afraid of being lonely, but i didn't want to be lonely.


你的心伤我不懂, 但你的眼泪下在我心脏.

心疼你的模样, 你的影子的悲伤.
新的冷笑话, 开始为你收藏.
最近连睡觉手机也在手上.
是你, 爱你让我变的更强为你战斗永不投降
一声 "谢谢你" 这一生 到尽头换你的这句话很足够
让我照顾你, 让你未来放在我肩上.


Got this back seat by father!!!


After putting it up... a little weird >.<

Friday, October 2, 2009

i'm running off, Escaping...

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hi readers! well, i'm sorry didn't update regularly... didn't have any mood for this post either...

went out at night looking back to the past... but didn't felt anything to amend it for...

i hope the word would never be someone but name instead... it'd would never happen right? yea... i thought that too... i will keep improving till the day i was look upon...


we can't decide what would come fore to us, but we can decide what is here for us...


now i came to decide...

when the day of second, where the sun lights went off...

i would had shift my blog to else where...

somewhere off from the sight of someone...

the voices still not yet to yell for me...

the feelings still wouldn't turn to me...

i'm somebody never the more than that...


this is the table i used to sit...


under the void deck of my old missed house...


a MUST go place when i'm feeling down~ looks empty and windy ^^



知足


怎么去拥有 一道彩虹

怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风

天上的星星 笑地上的人

总是不能懂 不能觉得足够


如果我爱上 你的笑容

要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有

如果你快乐 不是为我

会不会放手 其实才是拥有


当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空

为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动

终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头

才发现 笑着哭 最痛


那天你和我 那个山丘

那样的唱着 那一年的歌

那样的回忆 那么足够

足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞


一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空

为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动

终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头

才发现 笑着哭 最痛


如果我爱上 你的笑容

要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有

如果你快乐 不是为我

会不会放手 其实才是拥有


知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

what has come is to accept...

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hi readers... didn't update because went over to deston house last night~

he was suppose to come my house and clean our bicycles together! he forgot already!!

i was cleaning my bicycle alone felt abit lonely... so i decide to go over his house...

i'm soooooo good right? still helped him to clean his bicycle too... went to eat after then and we get caught in the rain~ so i stayed over at his house LOL...

sleeping at his house use would have weird dreams... this time i was like looking for someone at an old house... yep~ that someone

went to look for aunties at mac~ same as always, asking the same question... like whenever i met somebody it will always have this question... all i have to say is...
A good guy in your view doesn't mean a Good BF in others view...

it feel sucks being asked... i didn't want to be single too...

alright i'm stopping liao... good night...



what do you seek reading my blog?
yet you felt i was saying to you?
are you hoping i'm saying to you?
i have never mention who i loved.

if you didn't want to see,
then why were you looking?
if you hate me inside,
why do you still bother about?
ask yourself truthfully,
what are you really seeking for?
Chasing? Running? Avoiding?
what's the point when you avoid your feelings?
what's the point for Running from past?
what's the point of Chasing after an image?


love wasn't to die for her
die protecting her?
die to grant her wish?
die for her happiness?

love was to live for her
live to protect her
live to see her wish come true
live to give her happiness

to protect her i must live on...
to live on watching every steps reaching her goal...
to live on giving the best for just her smile...
to live on being together as long as the life that was given...



My Answer - Seamo
Ima dekinakute mo aseranaide awatenaide
(Even if you can't do it now, don't stress, don't give up.)

Kimi no MY PACE de jibun shinjite yukkuri ikeba ii
(Just go at your own pace, and have confidence in yourself.)

konoyo wa hitosu jinawa de wa Ikanai sore wa nazenara
(No one ever said life was easy, you know.)

Kamisama ga tsukutta TEST dakara muzukasii nda
(God made it tough because it's all part of His Test)

Bunkei Rikei Mushiru doutoku Kimi nara kore o dou toku
(With are? Science? Ethices? How will you sovle it?)

Kore wa marude jinsei Dakara uchikomu shinken ni
(you got to take it seriously, That's what life is all about.)

Bokura wa nayamu mayou Nando mo jibun ni toikakeru
(We worry, we wonder, we second guess ourselves.)

Hitoysu janai kotae segashi Gamushara ni oikakeru
(There's no one right answer, so keep pushing forawrd and look for yours.)

Ima dekinakute mo aseranaide awatenaide
(Even if you can't do it now, don't stress, don't give up.)

Kimi no MY PACE de jibun shinjite yukkuri ikeba ii
(Just go at your own pace, and have confidence in yourself.)

Sora yo umi yo kimi mo onaji you ni nayanderu no kai
(i ask the sky and sea, do you wonder like me too?)

Kaze yo taiyou kimi mo hito shirezu naite iru no kai
(i ask the wind and Sun, Do you cry without anyone noticing too?)

Osoreru koto wa nai yo shippai sono tsugi ga shoubu WE FIGHT
(There's nothing to get nervous about, it's just another battle WE FIGHT.)

Kizu darake no touuan ga iki ta akashi sou nanda
(I'm already full of scrathes everywhere but it's just the way of life.)

Haji o kai te mo kesa nai de tsukawa naide keshigomu
(Just keep drawing your life there's no need to use an eraser.)

Mushiro hitotsu hitotsu no omoio nejikomu
(you just need on goal.)

Bokura wa nayamu mayou Nanado mo jibun ni toikakeru
(We worry, we wonder, we second guess ourselves.)

Hitoysu janai kotae segashi Gamushara ni oikakeru
(There's no one right answer, so keep pushing forawrd and look for yours.)

Ima dekinakute mo aseranaide awatenaide
(Even if you can't do it now, don't stress, don't give up.)

Kimi no MY PACE de jibun shinjite yukkuri ikeba ii
(Just go at your own pace, and have confidence in yourself.)

Hakushi no kami ni mirai wo kaki konde
(i write on a blank piece of paper what it would be like in the future.)

Sono pende ten wo sende musubu
(But no one really knows the truth.)

Kimi dake no ansaa
(That's you need your answer.)

Mirai no boku nara imo no boku ni oshiete agerareru
(if i were from the future then i could tell the present me that)

Kimi no doryoku ga jishin ni Kawaru toki made oitsudzukereba ii
("Change your hard work into confidence and keep trying until you reach that goal.")

Ima dekinakute mo aseranaide awatenaide
(Even if you can't do it now, don't stress, don't give up.)

Kimi no MY PACE de jibun shinjite yukkuri ikeba ii
(Just go at your own pace, and have confidence in yourself.)

Monday, September 28, 2009

The one i choose...

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Hi~ dear readers! was back home late at night at 3 am! send roti prata to li jia house then send deston home~ a little shag~ but didn't sleep but watch movie till 4am >.< just couldn't help it LOL!

i could company people but who would company me? haiiez~

i didn't love you for i was lonely...
i didn't love you for a need to...
i didn't love you for your looks...
i didn't love you for your characters...

But, i choose to love you because you're the one...
i see present and the future with you...
u're imperfect but perfection was what i see...
i seek for you and just the only you in me...


call me when you're feeling down,
as i would listen to you while my soul is there with you,
as my body would try reaching you if possible was there.
i would never let you be alone whenever you needed me.
Don't cry my love, i'll be there...


Today went to johor shopping with Mom, Dad and younger sis! woke up at 8am siar o.O of course we took our own sweet time preparing LOLz... and went off at 9am~

we're taking bus to johor today!~ it been years since then... was always been driving to malaysia than taking bus there...

maybe i'll take my license soon so i could drive to malaysia to shop! good idea? can also bring GF go shop shop eh?! hahaz... but i also intend to get a boat license too!

which one should i take first? it's rather difficult to run 2 test at once... maybe i should start of getting a popper part-time first...

didn't sleep much~ having lots of pimples >.< plus my burned skin hasn't finish peeling off after a week~ omg my room have to be cleaned everyday~

okay stopping here for the day as will be calling deston over my house to maintain our bicycles! LOL~ i'll try posting tomorrow as i couldn't promise i could...

(planning to have a fitness timetable out by wed! IPPT coming liaos >.< and also ICT dec sia... i want my bed! sobz...)

ON BUS! it's the malaysia bus... larger than singapore public bus~


i would be where i could be LoL... not the best nor the worst...
(sister brought this lame book sia...)


so this is "Ice dipped Yuan yang" =.= and ice coffee...


Chicken roll of thousand island... taste good!


dad's curry udon =.= looks bad but taste quite okay...


MINE MINE! XO fried rice... Taste good...
(but i remember eating this somewhere in singapore...)


Sister's order... forget what it is... but also taste alright~


Dad and Mom~
(mom didn't order anything but steal our food >.< )


like kanna forced to smile LOL!


Er... didn't take this 1 because it we forgot by the taste of it LOL!
(guess what it was? LOL!)