Devotion to Love...

Yesterday rotted at home till 6pm going for Wei Long 21st Birthday! we got him a watch~!

Suppose to start at 6pm but i reach at 7pm LOLz... but i wasn't the last phew~ The last person was also expected as Jun Ming =.= all of us waited for him to lit the cake... SI BEI TUA PAI...

he reach about 8plus sia... I met Xin Li and Wei Sen from primary school friend there LOLz... didn't expect to see them there...

after which start eating again... untill WL cousin went home and left with us only and he was to open the present with us LOLz...

comments on the gift?
WA... Thanks guys (Wei Long)
The box looks better than the watch~! LOLz... (Zhen Hui)
The watch like darn big? (Jun Ming)
You can take the watch to change the stripe if you want... (Hui Ling)
Can i change to a real Gold stripe? (Wei Long)
*HAHaha~* (All)
Can i stun the box from you wei long? (Zhen Hui)
*Diao Zhen Hui* (All)

Lolz... at the corridor chat about each other stuffs... the this Jun Ming gave us some Qian Bian question and also the jokes... The question is so =.= that can win me already... With his jokes we totally admit defeated by giving him entertain laughs... His joke had win all my cold jokes ever since they know me...

after the party we split to each individual events... Zhen Hui go confort two 15 year old xiao mei mei LOLz! SC go home with his GF, HL go watch movie with Denny, Wei Long go pub Drink with his friend and left with me and Jun Ming the joke stunner...

He suggested going fishing and he call so many people yet no one turn up =.= anyway he came to my house for the first time LOLz... the 7th person to come my house ever since...

after the preparing it was 11pm and we bus down to my old house and walk to the Yishun damp... and all he did was complaining like a gu niang =.=

walk all the way to the new bridge fishing and HL with denny came after their movie with supper joining us for a short while lolz... i went to the old bridge to fetch them having to hop on their car getting them there denny almost hit the unseen hump! it's in black =.=

all i can do was making more hooks for them =.= 1 broke after another... it's so tiring for my eyes lolz... and about 2am HL and denny went back... about 3.40am i told JM dun go too low because it's slippery for 2 times yet he still ignore my warning... when i gave the 3rd he slipped and he was lucky i was there to held him back...

his so stupid knowing my warning yet still go there to play =.= clean his wound and went back about 4.15 having to walk to MRT with him and home myself... and we sang song while walking LOLz...

reached home clean my stuff and bathed... fall to sleep right after touching my bed lolz...

today woke up wanna go fetch babe home but WTH raining... so then i'm hungry for lunch... had an apple for lunch lolz... diet after so many food intake from last night...

From the day i born until l now i receive my first Xmas present from E.sis lolz...

went out with E.sister to Novena to look for Y.sis for dinner... having long john silver~ the food SUCKs! can u imagine the chicken is hard to cut and the fries are a taste of oil?!

went home soon after and took photos of my present LOLz...

New hair cut lolz...

From E.sister... 21 year first christmas gift~

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船到桥头自然直?!
I don't believe in this words because it's only the use for lazy people
who doesn't have motivation and not interested in solving troubles...

I only believe with hard work, focus and willpower
you could achieve goals that you wanted badly...

I believe myself on decision i've made...
you're what i've waited so long for...
and you're my perfect~

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Loving you was not just falling for you
But loving you for whatever you are...

Your worst or best of you is what i loved
Your careless and mistakes are cuteness
My love doesn't count the bad or good of you
It's your love that count from start to everything

You're someone whom i see as the best no matter what :D

Exploding soon...

Felt sorry for asking mei and JH question that they didn't know the answer over and over... the question just keep going on and on... couldn't sleep well for days and i just couldn't get the answer nor i could ask it out...

I'm uncontrollable towards my affection on her anymore... I've Pang Seh 2 great best friend just to celebrate chirstmas with her... putting down all events on eve with other friends too...

Just couldn't stop myself any longer... i'm starting to show overly care and concern... i'm afraid soon i would show even more overly care... she would be irritated if i can't stop it... but how could i to stop?

just then while sending mei home yet mind was there at all... just kept going my mind over her... if she would be back home safely...

Love that never ends...

Don't feel like writing anything today but... just felt like writing here now...

not today event but just write to feel better lolz...

YEA~ today my order came already! it's earlier than expected! plus my friend even gave me lots of extra stuff along!

I don't know how i should thank him but i kept saying thank you only... although the day feels moody for me but i find it better whenever just little event that would make me laugh/smile...

Yes, i feel better after getting the order and being disturb by a little boy in train lolz...

if i'm fei fei or whatever nobody will want me D;
nobody want me~ then all my wishes will be wanting you for my life... lolz

although i'm not the one but i'm sure of myself that i would love her more than anyone would!

she'll live long inside being loved by me ^_^

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For the life i've came to now all my wishes is a blank...

Santa... for my life i didn't have wish made... now i have one...

For the gods above~ for all my birthdays i didn't wish one thing...
just 1 will do for the years...

Please grant me 1 moment of her love...

I'm confuse and still confuse...

Had a great long sleep because dad didn't wake me up for work today... but when i woke up E.sis was helping dad to pack the tea bags... i try playing with 2 lolz... then went to do my stuff...

about mid noon i clean my bicycle tearing off some stickers that i felt it's ugly... and did adjustment and maintenance all the way till 4 plus~ skipped all meals =.= so hungry so lie down on bed...

E.sis call me go SSC to daiso with her and also meeting Y.sis there... we went challenger while waiting for y.sis... she pop out beside me asking if i'm buying... lolz i'm currently broke this month~

after which we went to a shop and i eat only because i'm so hungry... and the drink there is totally EW! hot chocolate mix with coffee! omg~ 100% bitter and still bitter lolz... went to buy bubble tea next door but also not much difference...

then shop at daiso lo~ i didn't have much to see also... so just follow along... and took free bus back... and rotting occurs right after reaching home...

well there's nothing much i'm doing at home so all skipped lolz... hope tomorrow would have to go for work then... or i would be running wild thoughts making myself about to burst...

A lot of 351 got ICT letter and some didn't~ i didn't wish we are separated after all those days we've been through hardships together...

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I just don't know what to write here today... because i'm filled with only one question... i just couldn't get an answer no matter how much i think of and about it...

Who would it be...


To both sis...
If ever dislike my blog you can always not read it... because nobody is forcing you to=.= and i have my way of life i wanted... although we might be in a same family i still have the life i wanted...

To live my life loving only one and to be with only one... i understand that life doesn't had to be this way... but to me it's the life i wanted, i lived and i yell for... no matter how hurt it could be as long as i loved, i never thought of having the other...

Longest walk since ORD...

chat with CH last night all the way till 1:44 am LOLz... i feel like going his house play with all his pets :D

He have a parrot a dog and lots of hamster LOLz!... gonna play with all of them sometime...

went home and reach about 2am, because i sent him to his house void deck and cycle back home...

reaching home started chatting with JM and WL asking if the wan to go IT fair tomorrow lolz... but they're not free... and kept on chatting about other stuff... to studies...

Felt like going straight for Diploma in IT... because it will shorten 2 years of what i've planned... but then i would miss out certs that are also important... and have to quit school asap for the opening house... AHH~!

slept about 8am because waited for a msg from her to feel relieve myself... woke up at 11plus calling people in contact from A to Z to go IT fair with me... but no body could~ so end up going myself but Mr.Tay Kian Wee say he could meet me after 6pm! WOOT~! lucky me lolz...

but that was a meet for dinner with his 1 friend~! his worried i can't get along with him?! LOL~ come on! we chatted like friends after few mins only lolz!

before i meet them i went to IT fair myself finding things i wanted... walked 3 big rounds covering every booth there is and i can't find it! OMG~! asked one of the band promoters and found out they aren't selling THAT!!!

so then i had to meet up with KW because i'm about to be late... infact i was late because i forgoten how to walk to VIVO from suntec lolz... so i ran up and down from suntec to marina square and found out it's not the way to VIVO lolz... and i RAN~ all the way back to MRT and finally met them there at 6.50pm =.= holy shet me lolz... i pwnd them lolz... plus i didn't ate anythingt since morning =.=

we can't decide what to eat so we walk and walk around as if i'm full... and i also check on the thing i need constantly when ever i think they do sell it... we walk to crystal jade DINE IN and had a big stun lolz... $68 per person with 3+ behind!!! finally we decide to have long john instead... (Ps: i jumped the story abit...)

after meal walked them off and i alone started hunting again! like a desperate guy looking for something so important =.= then i met Chervin and his sister LOLz... and i chat with him awhile... and off i start moving again... after few mins i saw Melvin! OMG~ so many old friends lol~ and off moving once again... now~ (SKIP STORY!) hahaz... secret :x

went home about 9:30pm and reach about 10 plus... then went to join mom and dad for dinner o.O
i think tomorrow dad doesn't need me for work... no $$~ haiz... but CH gonna intro me his job! $7/hr~ how nice! but i gonna go after 2009! have to complete deal with dad first :D

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I wouldn't feel myself being happy for spending money on myself...
I would feel happy when i could grant wished for the one's i loved...
It doesn't need be a big gift for me because i felt contented easily...
Nothing could compare a love than any gift to me! A lifetime love...


我要做最疼你的人, 要你做最单纯的人!
別害怕別擔心宝贝, 我会一直在你左右。


Loving you as the blindest, deafest and the mindless...