Why are you sad girl?

Dec 29 ~Today~
Hmm nothing much today to say but found some show to watch lolz... completed watching it till now~

i wonder if there's any good drama/shows for me now... AhH~ *Daydream*

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Dec 28
slack the whole afternoon~ wanted to get my bao bei bicycle back home so decide to get it at evening but end up cycling at 8pm from tamp~ lolz...

reached Seng Kang went to find deston play basketball LOLz... his cousin came too~ after the game went to pungol for my dinner... so darn hungry~ only brought an apple with me for the long way home... i ate it be4 the game lolz...

meet up with wee kiat and Jun wei over~ have a few chats and they took some photo around with our phone... after which we went to slack off at other place... as i had to go home because going to work tomorrow... so i send Des cousin back...

i broke my necklace halfway through =.= darn it... i hate this feeling...

near deston house ervin called saying got things to give to us... so i went back to meet deston slacking near ervin house... be brought us some keycharm~ lolz... grabbing different colours... and deston got pink! hahaz...

soon we went off sending ervin home and bla bla bla~ alot things happen lolz... skip~

i went home first as the rest went other place to slack off till 5am? so PS have to leave~! because i had work=.=

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Dec 27
All i did was joining alot FB groups and watching TV today lolz~ my ass wont move out of house :x

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Haven't you awake?
Haven't you listen to your self?
Haven't you notice what you really wanted?

I'm waiting, still waiting and now waiting...
Don't let it be too long, please...

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(It goes like my life does...)
If It Kills Me

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

Baby there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It’s a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

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Promise weren't make to break but to fulfill the deals made...


A hug everyday
A kiss everynight
A peck on forehead
It's my blessing and love to you...


I've felt it
I've seen it
I've heard it
I've not gotten it... your love...


Don't suspect yourself, because you were the best...

Be back to update!

Alright~ i'll update soon... because i'm just finding songs now :D

Enjoy this song "TryTryTry" for the time being because i like it lolz...

i'll update as soon as i got home with my baobei lolz... or maybe tomorrow after work...

hope i wont get killed on the way home then hahaz~

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I felt what you needed girl...
I just felt it even you didn't say...

Devotion to Love...

Yesterday rotted at home till 6pm going for Wei Long 21st Birthday! we got him a watch~!

Suppose to start at 6pm but i reach at 7pm LOLz... but i wasn't the last phew~ The last person was also expected as Jun Ming =.= all of us waited for him to lit the cake... SI BEI TUA PAI...

he reach about 8plus sia... I met Xin Li and Wei Sen from primary school friend there LOLz... didn't expect to see them there...

after which start eating again... untill WL cousin went home and left with us only and he was to open the present with us LOLz...

comments on the gift?
WA... Thanks guys (Wei Long)
The box looks better than the watch~! LOLz... (Zhen Hui)
The watch like darn big? (Jun Ming)
You can take the watch to change the stripe if you want... (Hui Ling)
Can i change to a real Gold stripe? (Wei Long)
*HAHaha~* (All)
Can i stun the box from you wei long? (Zhen Hui)
*Diao Zhen Hui* (All)

Lolz... at the corridor chat about each other stuffs... the this Jun Ming gave us some Qian Bian question and also the jokes... The question is so =.= that can win me already... With his jokes we totally admit defeated by giving him entertain laughs... His joke had win all my cold jokes ever since they know me...

after the party we split to each individual events... Zhen Hui go confort two 15 year old xiao mei mei LOLz! SC go home with his GF, HL go watch movie with Denny, Wei Long go pub Drink with his friend and left with me and Jun Ming the joke stunner...

He suggested going fishing and he call so many people yet no one turn up =.= anyway he came to my house for the first time LOLz... the 7th person to come my house ever since...

after the preparing it was 11pm and we bus down to my old house and walk to the Yishun damp... and all he did was complaining like a gu niang =.=

walk all the way to the new bridge fishing and HL with denny came after their movie with supper joining us for a short while lolz... i went to the old bridge to fetch them having to hop on their car getting them there denny almost hit the unseen hump! it's in black =.=

all i can do was making more hooks for them =.= 1 broke after another... it's so tiring for my eyes lolz... and about 2am HL and denny went back... about 3.40am i told JM dun go too low because it's slippery for 2 times yet he still ignore my warning... when i gave the 3rd he slipped and he was lucky i was there to held him back...

his so stupid knowing my warning yet still go there to play =.= clean his wound and went back about 4.15 having to walk to MRT with him and home myself... and we sang song while walking LOLz...

reached home clean my stuff and bathed... fall to sleep right after touching my bed lolz...

today woke up wanna go fetch babe home but WTH raining... so then i'm hungry for lunch... had an apple for lunch lolz... diet after so many food intake from last night...

From the day i born until l now i receive my first Xmas present from E.sis lolz...

went out with E.sister to Novena to look for Y.sis for dinner... having long john silver~ the food SUCKs! can u imagine the chicken is hard to cut and the fries are a taste of oil?!

went home soon after and took photos of my present LOLz...

New hair cut lolz...

From E.sister... 21 year first christmas gift~

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船到桥头自然直?!
I don't believe in this words because it's only the use for lazy people
who doesn't have motivation and not interested in solving troubles...

I only believe with hard work, focus and willpower
you could achieve goals that you wanted badly...

I believe myself on decision i've made...
you're what i've waited so long for...
and you're my perfect~

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Loving you was not just falling for you
But loving you for whatever you are...

Your worst or best of you is what i loved
Your careless and mistakes are cuteness
My love doesn't count the bad or good of you
It's your love that count from start to everything

You're someone whom i see as the best no matter what :D

Exploding soon...

Felt sorry for asking mei and JH question that they didn't know the answer over and over... the question just keep going on and on... couldn't sleep well for days and i just couldn't get the answer nor i could ask it out...

I'm uncontrollable towards my affection on her anymore... I've Pang Seh 2 great best friend just to celebrate chirstmas with her... putting down all events on eve with other friends too...

Just couldn't stop myself any longer... i'm starting to show overly care and concern... i'm afraid soon i would show even more overly care... she would be irritated if i can't stop it... but how could i to stop?

just then while sending mei home yet mind was there at all... just kept going my mind over her... if she would be back home safely...

Love that never ends...

Don't feel like writing anything today but... just felt like writing here now...

not today event but just write to feel better lolz...

YEA~ today my order came already! it's earlier than expected! plus my friend even gave me lots of extra stuff along!

I don't know how i should thank him but i kept saying thank you only... although the day feels moody for me but i find it better whenever just little event that would make me laugh/smile...

Yes, i feel better after getting the order and being disturb by a little boy in train lolz...

if i'm fei fei or whatever nobody will want me D;
nobody want me~ then all my wishes will be wanting you for my life... lolz

although i'm not the one but i'm sure of myself that i would love her more than anyone would!

she'll live long inside being loved by me ^_^

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For the life i've came to now all my wishes is a blank...

Santa... for my life i didn't have wish made... now i have one...

For the gods above~ for all my birthdays i didn't wish one thing...
just 1 will do for the years...

Please grant me 1 moment of her love...

I'm confuse and still confuse...

Had a great long sleep because dad didn't wake me up for work today... but when i woke up E.sis was helping dad to pack the tea bags... i try playing with 2 lolz... then went to do my stuff...

about mid noon i clean my bicycle tearing off some stickers that i felt it's ugly... and did adjustment and maintenance all the way till 4 plus~ skipped all meals =.= so hungry so lie down on bed...

E.sis call me go SSC to daiso with her and also meeting Y.sis there... we went challenger while waiting for y.sis... she pop out beside me asking if i'm buying... lolz i'm currently broke this month~

after which we went to a shop and i eat only because i'm so hungry... and the drink there is totally EW! hot chocolate mix with coffee! omg~ 100% bitter and still bitter lolz... went to buy bubble tea next door but also not much difference...

then shop at daiso lo~ i didn't have much to see also... so just follow along... and took free bus back... and rotting occurs right after reaching home...

well there's nothing much i'm doing at home so all skipped lolz... hope tomorrow would have to go for work then... or i would be running wild thoughts making myself about to burst...

A lot of 351 got ICT letter and some didn't~ i didn't wish we are separated after all those days we've been through hardships together...

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I just don't know what to write here today... because i'm filled with only one question... i just couldn't get an answer no matter how much i think of and about it...

Who would it be...


To both sis...
If ever dislike my blog you can always not read it... because nobody is forcing you to=.= and i have my way of life i wanted... although we might be in a same family i still have the life i wanted...

To live my life loving only one and to be with only one... i understand that life doesn't had to be this way... but to me it's the life i wanted, i lived and i yell for... no matter how hurt it could be as long as i loved, i never thought of having the other...

Longest walk since ORD...

chat with CH last night all the way till 1:44 am LOLz... i feel like going his house play with all his pets :D

He have a parrot a dog and lots of hamster LOLz!... gonna play with all of them sometime...

went home and reach about 2am, because i sent him to his house void deck and cycle back home...

reaching home started chatting with JM and WL asking if the wan to go IT fair tomorrow lolz... but they're not free... and kept on chatting about other stuff... to studies...

Felt like going straight for Diploma in IT... because it will shorten 2 years of what i've planned... but then i would miss out certs that are also important... and have to quit school asap for the opening house... AHH~!

slept about 8am because waited for a msg from her to feel relieve myself... woke up at 11plus calling people in contact from A to Z to go IT fair with me... but no body could~ so end up going myself but Mr.Tay Kian Wee say he could meet me after 6pm! WOOT~! lucky me lolz...

but that was a meet for dinner with his 1 friend~! his worried i can't get along with him?! LOL~ come on! we chatted like friends after few mins only lolz!

before i meet them i went to IT fair myself finding things i wanted... walked 3 big rounds covering every booth there is and i can't find it! OMG~! asked one of the band promoters and found out they aren't selling THAT!!!

so then i had to meet up with KW because i'm about to be late... infact i was late because i forgoten how to walk to VIVO from suntec lolz... so i ran up and down from suntec to marina square and found out it's not the way to VIVO lolz... and i RAN~ all the way back to MRT and finally met them there at 6.50pm =.= holy shet me lolz... i pwnd them lolz... plus i didn't ate anythingt since morning =.=

we can't decide what to eat so we walk and walk around as if i'm full... and i also check on the thing i need constantly when ever i think they do sell it... we walk to crystal jade DINE IN and had a big stun lolz... $68 per person with 3+ behind!!! finally we decide to have long john instead... (Ps: i jumped the story abit...)

after meal walked them off and i alone started hunting again! like a desperate guy looking for something so important =.= then i met Chervin and his sister LOLz... and i chat with him awhile... and off i start moving again... after few mins i saw Melvin! OMG~ so many old friends lol~ and off moving once again... now~ (SKIP STORY!) hahaz... secret :x

went home about 9:30pm and reach about 10 plus... then went to join mom and dad for dinner o.O
i think tomorrow dad doesn't need me for work... no $$~ haiz... but CH gonna intro me his job! $7/hr~ how nice! but i gonna go after 2009! have to complete deal with dad first :D

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I wouldn't feel myself being happy for spending money on myself...
I would feel happy when i could grant wished for the one's i loved...
It doesn't need be a big gift for me because i felt contented easily...
Nothing could compare a love than any gift to me! A lifetime love...


我要做最疼你的人, 要你做最单纯的人!
別害怕別擔心宝贝, 我会一直在你左右。


Loving you as the blindest, deafest and the mindless...

Getting sick or tired?

Woke up late today~ even though slept early last night lolz... slept while dad was driving~

started working at 11am and this customer have 6 kids... So many~! hahaz... well, they didn't care of what we're doing so we finished it about 12.30 and it started raining heavily... i went down and waited for dad~

Then some random people walk pass and ask me if i do service for air-con lolz... i'm stunned awhile then i gave them my dad number lolz... 2 aunties actually...

went to dad's warehouse there to eat lunch~ as usual i brought Pokka carrot juice o.O after lunch went up to warehouse and slack... should be dismantling the spare parts but dad say next week... lolz...

He chat with uncle chong and i sit there listen lor~ because they always use dialect i need to process =.= like P1 brain working... about 2 plus we go home already...

reach home then von ask about today BBQ thingy... actually didn't intend to go because got work but wanted to go becase... nvm, then i found out tomorrow was JH birthday and asked him out~

then steven call me want play BB but then i didn't lolz... about 5 going 6 von say don't wan go already D: no reason for me to be there liao :/ so never go le... but i miss her very much le... i don't know la~ don't go since like she doesn't want to see me...

slept awhile because felt like having fever from the rain today... CH call me meet him to chat because that time he cancel the meeting... Call CL but he don't want come out~ then he cancel meeting today... haiz...

today all last min thingy all cancel... but now meeting CH at 11pm for my dinner... i'm about to die from hunger... now only 10 plus... feeling sick or tired now also cannot figure it out...

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For your love to me is imaginary,
I would destroy it at once...
For your love on me is miracle,
I wouldn't believe in miracle...
Just even a 1 behind the 0.00%,
I would work hard and strive for...


When could i be officially missing you?
Cause i'm missing you now...


我不让你掉眼泪, 让我来当你的谁, 静静的陪着看着天边...
为什麽你轻易俘虏我的心, 我却难以将你的目光拉近?

All about but just one...

Dec 18
Ops~ lolz... didn't post this yesterday so i edit it as of posting it for today then... this post is like so long already hahahaz~!

today went to work with dad about 10... it was some rich ang mo house... after the service the ang mo give another $20 tips :x he say that's double for the great service lolz...

After that we went to east coast there having our lunch of Prawn Mee~ not bad but prawn only 1 =.= hello Prawn Mee lea~ 1 prawn nia?! then others are pork ribs... and walk to the customer house... i remember the customer~ so familiar...

i thought so long after work i ask dad~ it was the Jia Jia Liang Teh boss house... lolz~ no wonder i thought they look so familiar... because i been to their old house at bedok condo there~ haha... and the daughter keep asking this and that hahaz... cute neh~ if i'm not wrong she's already 7 this year or 8~ seen her since she was only a baby! haha~

about 3 plus nothing to do went to dad's warehouse taking out all the spare parts to sell~ Darn thingy cut my finger!!! oh well, heck it anyway because dad stack it so high?! tomorrow going down again getting the spare parts again~

i'm getting to like pokka carrot juice or getting addicted... now at home feeling so hungry... alright, helping mom for dinner now... so stopping here now~!

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Dec 17
I'm back finally from chalet~
alright some photo first eh? it's the breakfast for 3 of us after the chalet... at BurgerKING~!

LOLz~ being caught unaware...

small little hush-brown it's crispy~!

3 of us had the same set... it's taste okay and much full then mac breakfast...

YES! this is the burger... it's nicer than the looks of it...

I waited for those whose going back to go off then i went to sleep~ how shag... waiting for someone msg... soon after i went to sleep... and woke up at 7 plus again~ packing up things and some silly people sure would always didn't take theirs back... after dropping the key we went BK lor~

Well, back at house there, the dok dok ciang still going on =.= i go back home and off sleeping and self rotting due to being tired~!
at night go out buy dinner for dad lolz... and back home rotting again...

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Dec 16
slept at 2.30am but i couldn't sleep... listening to Ipod, about 3 plus one engine started roaring and follow by another little engine... around 3.30 the first engine had a loud cut off~ lolz... that woke almost all of us... xiang make some egg and hotdog for snacks of cause i ate 1~ soon after meals we're off to bed again...

We woke up quite early i guess... about 7 plus i felt my bed shaking already... but i continue sleeping LOLz... after washing up we went for mac breakfast, but originally they wanted KFC breakfast but unfortunately they don't open for breakfast in the morning... how sucks~

after breakfast went to NTUC buy seafood and the other little stuff... Back to chalet some of them went back to sleep while some chat and photo taking~

about 12 noon we went walking to a bicycle rental shop... hmm, i take some photo while cycling~ it's been long since i did this again... and we're suay... it'd rained while we're on the way back... soon after it stop we cycle again and it'd rained again~ WTF with the sky? not happy?

After the second time we prepare the sotong and we go return the bicycle... i still prefer my own bicycle =.= when we walk back we guess what the girls would do with the fish LOLz... we went back and it was what i had predicted lolz... screaming away about the fish when having to clear the intestines... Alright, hush hush girl no worry lolz...

I took over of cause... after the fish we went to NTUC buy more sotong again... back to chalet again~ and settle it right away of cause haha, while jim and xiang start the fire... soon after everything is done i thought i could eat already... Mr. nice xiang gave us a hotdog that is cooked on the outside frozen at the inside... =.= nice master piece from him~ and off we went, the BBQ has started... and i shall not say it all~ too long! SKIP!!!

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Dec 15
Woke up 10 am prepare stuff and off to meet WS at tampines to return stuff... then end up at white sand at 1.20pm =.= took a walk at NTUC looking at price and things we need for BBQ~

saw JH while i walk to MRT at 2pm... then we went in the shopping centre because =.= skip! after meeting the guys we went off to NTUC start picking up items but we put it back again because we decide to go seng siong instead...

So we walk there and check in the chalet~ while vin and von is late we waited for them for lunch~ but end up 3 plus and we ate at the kopitiam... then off to NTUC because of the rain and the bus fare issue... after shopping back to chalet~ we play some games?! and took a walk at the park...

after walking we went to eat at Acia?! i think i spelled correctly... got a free flow of drinks and ice-cream... after meal we went back playing those games with hands mind and cards... haha...

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I wonder was my age the matter of all?
How i hope human doesn't have age...
I wonder why wasn't i born in rich family?
How i wish money doesn't exist in this world...
I wonder deeply into every reason and things~
How i hope and wish my world with YOU & I together...


我不怕将来多艰难, 不在乎爱情多深奥
你的温柔我想追到, 一直追方向不动摇


You're my treasure, my precious and my only...

我只要你爱我那就足够了!

Didn't work today because dad didn't need me to... so stayed at home watching some shows and napping after each episode =.=

about 3pm Y.sis ask to go SSC to buy something with her... Of cause i go la~ where got such a good brother always company you... some more i treat her lunch or dinner at subway leh~

too bad E.sis not with us LOLz... or else my wallet hurts! haha... she went SSC to buy christmas stuff only =.=

hmm, it's time for me to get ready for presents for some people already right? i hope i will earn enough for the present~ JIA YOU!

i brought 3 more cookie home :D yummy yummy~! ate it at night when i watch movie lolz...
shet man... just now internet down cannot do anything~ stupid starhub fault! make me wait for an hour...

finish packing my bag for chalet hahaha~! i hope things would turn out fine as not much people is turning up =.=

well, last night about 2 am this b!tch Ex of mine msg me to patch o.O so sudden and i didn't know how the hell she got my number from?! i guess someone she and i knew gave her... it's pity shameless to ask for a patch when she's already married? EH! i not the one to replace people one de HOR! end of story :x

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What i would ever ask for is your love to me...
What i never hope for was you to leave me...
What i didn't wish for you crying quietly...
What could i do to love me more girl...

Day of craps...

Today got a basket ball! hahaha... Nike wor~ lolz...
meet up was 12 and pushed to 12.30 instead =.=

went to bishan junction had Subway at where i used to work... the manage change again... anyway got a Melt for lunch and we started ratting away there... lolz... saying about that potato of cause and his potato chips AMAS! lolz...

after meal we decided to watch "Feng Yun 2" 10 years ago we see shuai ge... 10 years later we see uncle~ i sang this song at subway lolz... joke of the day! basically i think it's not worth to spent your movie money on... so please do not attempt to watch it!

while waiting for movie of cause that wei jie will go around looking at girls la~ so we walk about the junction 8 talking craps...

after the movie we went for tea break because of AMAS! the guy who always had tea break in camp LOLz! Chicken ham & cheese? Chicken ham & egg? haha... went to Macdonald having nuggets and fries while we carry on ratting where we left... and of cause i would make another time to meet up... NEXT WEEK! tennis, swimming and sauna!

erm... i'm gonna be the one calling them again =.= haiz~ still feel like what was in camp... calling people for this and for that...

up coming event would be chalet :]

tomorrow working with dad again~ i guess nothing to update tomorrow... but well, hope there's something interesting tomorrow still... GOOD NITEZ~ Oyasumi...

Meet the guys lolz... no boys talk!

LOLz... long over due photo... just post for my boring blog?! :D

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you're my sunshine behind the dark clouds...

I embrace each moment with you... Do you know?

Something good ends doesn't mean newer wouldn't be better!

Your love is better than any of the hearts in the world...

Work work... Be happy to!

12 Dec [Today!]
Woke up darn early about 6 plus then went down buy breakfast! lolz... then waited to go for work...

The first customer house was with lots of student from other country... they drank a lot beer last night and while we're working they're sleeping =.= also the untidiest house ever! all the things are everywhere... ZzZz...

We had lunch at dad's warehouse/factory there... aunt with uncle and Tuck tuck had lunch with us too lolz... it's been since so long when we gather there having lunch... chatting a lot there haha...

second and the last customer was a darn rich person lolz... can't tell why but a regular customer :D
the DOG is so BIG! but not scary for me haha~ because that dog love me... keep following me about in the house sleeping next to me lolz... the owner had a hard time calling him to get out of my way... but i don't like the air-con they using because is a StarMax... easy to leak water if just a little degree of the water tray didn't put properly...

Got $50 just working 3 hours today... OMG~ plus i receive my last pay of $400 from government... Good service award $100 :S

at night went to northpoint because i'm too bored at home!!! saw Rayne Fong there working OMG~ been there so long and didn't notive his been working for a year already lolz... so then have a little chat and went there to have snacks instead of dinner lolz... oh ya i still have sushi i got it from there... later go chomp it off~ lolz... sister brought back that champagne wasn't nice at all ewk... but at least the taste isn't that bad... it's just feels rough on the throat...

Tomorrow 12PM! meeting with the boys~! they miss me eh?! lolz... stay tune my next update then...

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11 Dec
Had a test for HpUX today but i overslept! OMG~ anyway just heck it since it's a past...
what done can't be undone, what's not done could still have the chance to...

so having to be at home playing game and ratting home snacks LOLz...

Tomorrow event has been cancel with the boys ;o but i make another on the sunday... i'll check with them again :D

Having to work with Dad tomorrow~! wa haha~

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10 Dec
Was rotting at home most of the time playing ECO or nothing to do at home already... because was about to go holiday!

our holiday is short... but i hope it would be a sweet one...
Short and Sweet ^-^

at night went out with both sister buying stuff to eat :D

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What can i do to make you love me
What can i do to make you care
What can i say to make you feel this
What can i do to get you there
Let me love you to care as much than any other could


Wished to see you everyday
Hoped to be with you every hour
Wanted you to be mine to dote you for...


Sorry, the love game isn't what i can play with...
nor it's what i would play on...

By where other else or the side?

Dec 9 ­­~·:TODAY:·~
As usual overslept was my habit when things always came up last min~
lolz... so was at home rotting...

looking forward to saturday as it's! old buddy outing/gathering... lol
suddenly miss camp buddy so msg him on FB and created this event~
what movie are we gonna have? i wonder... Lunch at where too? i hope it's a nice one LOLz...

A little message would bring greater bond :D

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Dec 8
had to go to school for ronney lab sheet test? purposely skipped the morning as because 3pm had another of his... so i did a great job :D or else would be in school like a fag...

complete the lab sheet in 10 mins and off i went home =.=
tomorrow had thomas lab test?! shet it...

Don't come up a test when it's only tomorrow and informed today... it SUX!

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Dec 7
Monday! Class test!

Didn't flip a page nor look at any books to study on it lolz... but i guess still i could pass...

Can't remember much of today... it's great i guess... just smile would do the trick :D
Well, gonna be on holiday soon... looking for old pals and work =.=

A Great gift from Santa or nothing from all?!

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Dec 6
Sunday~ let's see... can't remember much but had a great dinner~ hahaz...
and also quited BS clan lolz... because really don't feel like playing it...

Had a number of deleted games lolz... Left with only 2 game in computer now :D
Frozen Throne and ECO are the only...

Games are to fill in emptiness of oneself's...

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Dec 5
Saturday again! didn't have much to do although wanted to go des house to check out his bicycle brake... unfortunately he would be working lolz...

nothing much but dinner want was... "Horrible"
after having the nice meal i felt unwell =.=

A little smile brighten things up... Glad to have you :)

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Never love a love that hurts?
i give nothing of nothing i see from...
i give it all when it worth's being love...

Doesn't matter how much it hurts, as long as there's worth for...

Roses had thorns, but still I would held it to you for it's beauty.

Miss Miss Miss, Missing you crazy...

A god would only listen to one wish from one person...
I pray no rain, and hope you remember to pray not cloudy!

TODAY~ Dec 4
Didn't slept last night because playing BS with clan member lolz... it's been on bugging and pleading me 4 days still already i did play with them... feel like quitting the BS clan already... don't have the feeling of playing BS for long hours...

slept about 6am and woke up at 12noon playing ECO again lol eh? play with myself until JH went home... i kept taking naps and play short while... lolz...

alright, checked nuff thinking wanna change poll or maybe not lolz... it's like i had not change the poll since i created it hahaHA~!

Miss her already (#- _ - )

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Dec 3
Went to school but late again~ lolz... woke up early yet late :P

lunch break ate at BK~ tendergrill as lunch :d

then separate with the web guys and we went to arcade... watch Johnathan play lolz... and went back to school shortly for our lesson...

i wonder why web application class can be so early and yet we can't... the problem lies on K class...
i did ask teacher for same time slot with web and we did as K class agreed too... but because of them being late 30 mins i mean the K class... our time was back to 2pm =.=

oh well, because of some selfish people we all suffered a later release for class...

anyway we were release early but didn't get to be the same time as web~ still later than them :(
wanted to see " once more... but didn't get to... haiz~

anyway went home and play ECO with JH since he asked me...

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E.sis broke up with her BF and i didn't asked why... but she seem fine after a tearing but didn't cry that badly than that Ex.BF jerk... it'll be glad if i get to see that jerk anywhere~ i would fly a heavy punch on his face for saying all my family member being stupid... and also would make him knee down for calling my dad a bastard... plus dislocating his both hands for he thinks he was a good fighter =.= maybe adding 10 super heavy slaps too, for lie-ing to people especially to my sister...

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I'll pray for your day would be great,
I'll watch over you anywhere you are.
I'll keep a look out for you wherever,
I'll be by your side if you need warmth.

Don't wonder why i love you
Don't ask me why i love you
For what were the reason to love you?
My answer would always be the same no matter what changes...
"That's the you i loved..."

You may become who you want or be,
that's you i love as for what you were.

Games? abit sian...

Today had class test yet i woke up so late lolz... about 7:50 i guess lolz... so i'd rushed the whole time... got to the bus stop at 8am lolz... lucky the bus was fast today too... about 45min trip haha!

so lucky to get on faster bus~ usually always get the bus that is packed and travel nearly 1 hour=.=

today test was okay... didn't find it that challenging at all even though i didn't study through...

finish test go lunch and home and play ECO with JH lolz... i guess after this post i go play BlackShot awhile ba~ since clan member pleaded for me two days already lolz...

hmm... cut my hair a little just now... add new song just then...

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Dec 1
Went to school darn early lolz... the bus was fast! only 20 min reach tampines =.= tried to drag with the time purposely miss the first bus 31 and took the second...

JH was already there playing with psp when i reach there... actually didn't saw him until Thomas passes-by and i turn because he was saying something while i had my headphones on =.=

attend the first lesson and went to this grooming talk that's boring... because listen be4 already...

after the talk went else where... then go home rotz...

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Believe in me, put trust on me and love me,
And for this would be returned as the same.

It wasn't personality nor looks that attracts me on you...
It's every little bits of this & that builds up my love for you...

Babe you aren't the special one,
You were the unique for all i see...
Out of all people, you were 0.001%.
Who else would i love, it's you babe...

Starbucks!!! hire me please ~-~

E.Sister and her BF got an apartment at pungol already... time passes so fast and still i'm single =.=
i'll be a monk then, or else old virgin LOLz...

Today~
Overslept again lolz... woke up 10 am already... so decided to skip lunch once again lolz...

ROTzzz at home again...

today see toilet and felt Not right, so i cleaned it lolz...
got a blister from it... =.= it busted and didn't notice zzz... when i touch the salt, i jumped lolz...

Starbucks didn't call me haiz...
i guess have to look for another outlet then~ LOLz! i want to work in Starbucks!!!
just want to know more about coffee and espresso ETC.

i would prefer to work places that i could use and learn more on what's about life...
i would prefer moving about work than waiting there to serve LOLz...
i would prefer to have my brain working momentarily than dead memorizing...

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Nov 29

Went out at the afternoon lunch to celebrate mom's birthday~!

Went to Astons for lunch and i having to take alot photo for family... i'm the photographer :D

then went shopping around there and went home ROTzzz again...

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Nov 28
Didn't have much to do so stayed at home rotting and playing computer to the night...

29 Nov is mom birthday so we prepared a surprise for her!
while she's sleeping sister get the cake and i using my computer to play the birthday music lolz...

mom got quite a shock from us lolx...

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Nov 27
no school for today so went out with both sister eating at Ajisen~!
and i went to fill in job application form at Starbucks while they shop at daiso...
hahaz... well, actually planned Astons first but Y.sis wanted to eat some soup base food =.=

after lunch we took free bus to chiong pang walk at Basa Malam lolz...
went home after that and ROTzzz...

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Couldn't get this song on Mixpod so i'll share it here...
"IF" - Bread
If a picture paints a thousand words
then why can't i paint you?
the words will never show the you I've come to know.

If a face could launch a thousand ships
then where am i to go?
there's no one home but you
you're all that's left me too
and when my love for life is running dry
you come and pour yourself on me

If a man could be two places at one time
I'd be with you, tomorrow and today beside you all the way

If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die
I'd spent the end with you
and when the world was through
then one by one the stars would all go out
then you and i... would simply fly... away...

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Just want a little more...
A little more from where it's beyond...

BAD, GOOD? which you preferred?

LOLz... some lame stuff as a start ba~

Videos of MR.DENNY AGAIN!
Part 1

Part 2


Oh ya~! still learning Cannon in D... the first song that i would ever want to play in this life...
although i've only learn one sixth of the part i'm glad that it took me 2 hour to remember...
Hmm... although slow at playing but well~ not that easy for a start right? lolz...


Shet man~ being good person is hard, and bad person gains it all...
helping behind, solving every matters and what i get was misunderstanding...
i'm enough with it now... and being a bad person maybe easier...

seriously, i didn't know what struck on this couple... since when would i break up mei's relationship with a friend... she's hurt, i as a brother go company her became wooing her? WTF! SHET man~ if you don't trust me don't ask me help you, since you think i would love my own mei's =.=

Darn angry when guys hurt girls and push the blame to others... Why can't they just admit they're wrong and apologize... if that's so wouldn't even need me to hear both side of the stories... and i would NEVER love my MEI's! NEVER!!! only care!!!

Cheese Burger with your thinking dude... i wouldn't accept them as mei's if i would have love them! not even would love them after accepting... And i do not have such dirty thoughts like you do! SHET at your toilet and think LA~!


This theory was right about girls...
Bad guys leave girls hurt then~
Good guys company hurt girls...
Girl recovered and left good guys
go back to bad guys again =.=


What's with those bad guys? girls like to be dumped?
so tired of thinking about this human riddle... i'm off to sleep soon~

They just want cool or rich guys... I'm not any of those D:

Girls can never see how much a guy really love and care for her... T-T

Nov 25
Slept till 2pm=.= nothing to do at home so keep drawing and making more poems... and also watch some stupid shows on PPS...

SMS des to play basketball again but he not free because going to watch movie =.= how sianz...


HOW LONELY again today...

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Nov 24
quite okay today and planned to go SK again for a basketball game... rushed home and rush to des house~! this time ask him wait for me to reach LOLz...

Li Jia at his house when i reached... they eat dinner while i chat with on msn...

after their meals we go send Jia to a bus stop and collect basketball from kok hing house lolz... and i left our drink at Jia's bag LOLZ... went back to get her ar the bus stop...

today specially play with my right hand only... left hand middle finger can't feel much when throwing... even dribbling the ball with left hand sucks... at least i could use my left for passing =.=

go des house adjust his bicycle brake and chat all hours long until never go home to sleep early... went to eat and La kopi at usual place... still forget that i didn't have dinner at all =.= went home after sending him to his block... 3am go home alone again...

HOW LONELY on the way home again...

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Nov 23
Went cycling to SK looking for this Des that never pick up phone nor sms me where he was as we planned to have a basketball game... end up cycling around his area wait and wait for him=.=

when he pick my call he already finish the game WTF sia... slack at his house then go La kopi as usual... then went to his house slack and use his computer while he talk on the phone until he sleep...
and i cycle home around 3.30am...

HOW LONELY on the way home...

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人各是否不会改变？人心是否不会改变？
后悔也因为没去做。机会来到也没保握。
人各和人心都会变，后悔和机会一定有。
爱上你就是不会变，世界就只有你一个。
天大地大我只爱你，天崖海角我都跟你。



不说不讲当然不知，不看不听当然不懂。
我不知因为你没说，你不懂因为你没看。
请让我做你的依靠，第一时间在你身边。
请你看着我的真心，第一位子在我心中。



无聊是因为没人陪，孤单是因为没爱人。
陪伴你的是个朋友，爱着你的是个傻瓜。
朋友会离别的一天，爱人会陪伴你不离。
朋友谁也都能当上，爱人只有独一无二。
因为我不能失去你，因为我爱唯一的你。
不当你大哥或朋友，我愿意当那个傻瓜。

Incompetency in life...

Today was okay... morning went for GYM as unexpected because not much people turn up in the morning... Especially someone who sleeps like a log although sleeping much more eariler than me =.=

So tired after a long day today... but i don't think i would be staying at home?! going that Mr. sleeping log there play basketball or slack about?

I don't want to be at home~ so boring with computer and me :x at least company friends than something which has no life at all LOLz...

Company a GF everyday wouldn't boring! hahaz... talk as if i got siea...

Miss. Fang broke up so soon when i didn't even heard of her going into relationship?!?! i've only heard she broke up but didn't know who that guy was :/ anyway company and chat with her till 8pm~

now blog finish then rush of SK slack slack & still slack...

Sacrifice wasn't a bad thing when it help's people around you,
Two word of "thank you" would brighten the sacrificed one...
The word of Friend came out from being kind to each other...
The word of Hatred came out from unappreciated kindness...
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Love was in me but it's incomplete.
If there's just a touch from a certain
Furious love would be awaken from,
Everything would be changed in LIFE.


I didn't want to be chosen when there's no choice left,
I want to be chosen as whom I was from the choices.
I don't want to be a spare tire to replace the missing,
I want to be the spot where nothing was there before.
I don't fill the holes where other people left it out,
I only fill the hole that is only meant for me.


It wasn't a chance, a choice, a decision or a gift granted for you...
It was meant to be there just for you take it or...
JUST GO TAKE IT!!! #%^*&$!@

The count of 11days...

Helloz~! back once again spamming all in a post again :D so many to update~


20 Nov
Ah well... didn't do much today too... watching shows and play ECO with JH because he wan to level his ranger so helped him...

dad brought crab for dinner and mom came home making black pepper crab...

because E.sis said she misses it... OMG~ she very happy lolz... but i had ulcer... :l

anyway just ate it lor... give face right? lolz...

Sian-ed by 2 sms... all my saturday event canceled...

at night went to deston house to fix his computer...

cycling there so slow because the floor is wet! didn't wan the sand and water to fly onto me...

li jia and wee kiat were at his house too... just when i reach they were too... deston double called for help =.= he called wee kiat and me to fix his computer... Wa lao eh~! cannot like that lea... hahaz...

anyway i do the job... while waiting for the installing i and des went to drink and he called kok hing... then des father came too...

my bicycle back wheel spoil :( deston that pig too heavy liao la?! lolz... actually i've expected that it would spoil but didn't know when it would happen...

went back to his home he and KH check my bicycle... i check with his computer... everything was fine untill 5am plus... his window suddenly crashed!!! OMG~!

I rushed to reformat again then... end up staying up the whole night...

anyway fix the sound for him and went home about 9.15am... reached home and totally feel like falling on bed... so took a quick shower...

lucky JH going grandma house so i wasn't needed to train his ranger :D so i slept till 2 plus~! :x

Sorry girl...

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19 Nov
Went to school today... because i stood up for the night =.=

oh well, class was that bored as usual because doing things i've done at my ni-tech days...

and a great day of cause! because we don't have HP classes~ Teacher got meeting...

so went out with yvonne, ervin and jun long to Sing Sing haha~

talked about chalet thingy on bus and i can't forget that they mistook my (8 9 dian) as (Pua chu cheng) =.=

went home after the event and play ECO with JH again... like a no life in me anymore...

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18 Nov
Once again didn't turn up for class... unable to sleep at night and well~ woke up again around mid noon...

JH didn't go to school so play ECO with him again...

hmm... nothing much for the day also... didn't have the mood to go out having fun...

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17 Nov
Didn't go to school because feeling not right for school... also due to not sleeping well at night too : (

causing me to wake up at the mid noon~ an unusual day man! because whole family at home expect for mom...

and so we went out to eat lunch together :D

after meals walk around shop shop and talk sh!t lol...

evening came and play ECO with JH...

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Time had been longer than it is, when missing somebody...
I would never want to feel like that ever again....
My heart beats without a momentum...
Everything seems so wrong...


As long as you love me
No matter who you are
No matter what you did
No matter how you look
I will love you 2times the cells in the space


Sorry for the time I couldn't be with you...
Sorry for every mistake that I had made...
What would happen without the mistake?

Missing someone were a very painful time to pass...

Oh My~ so busy out on the weekends didn't have time to post... lolz... same old style again...

Starting with some old pictures lolz...

Toughest exercise of all - Exercise Iron bed... lolz...

The day of ORD the last of the photo taken...
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16 Nov 09
Stayed up whole night because i wanted to be in school today...

well, i also didn't get to see her before her trip to genting... i'm feeling upside down opposite around...

disappointed again... it'd would be 8 days by the count till coming friday... and it'd would be 11 days if friday didn't turn up... :(

it'll makes me feel so uneasy inside... unable to sleep tonight writing blog here listening to music... haiz...

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15 Nov 09
Spent till afternoon looking for things to do~! end up finding more old friends hahaz...

maybe just missing them and they miss me too? lolz...

at night went to find deston go fishing =.= and end up he went home first...

while i and kok hing with his gf fishing... the tide isn't right to fish plus it's cold out there...

so didn't expect much...

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14 Nov 09
went out with old friends~! play basket ball and at night cycle to look for deston...

OMG~ mr alfres got GF liaoz!!! i feel myself so hopeless once again...

it's my fault right? For not accepting all short relationships LOLz...

I'm not fancy of going into a relationship that can't last long till the death i see... too chim? haha

oh well, went went to find deston and to check out his audi GF? hahaz... reach home about 3 plus again~

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13 Nov 09, !!!FRIDAY!!!

Camp at home, doesn't want to go out having a bad day... but it's still struck on me as usual...

got my toes hit by the door >.<

Let me look after and take care of you...

Feeling tired...

Woot... for yesterday won't be much in this post... i'm getting busy or lazy? lol~ i wonder...

today doesn't do much stuff because overslept way too much till 2pm plus lolz... so didn't attend any class... sticking my face on the computer trying to find some guitar website to learn

Yesterday had a bad day with the DM... how "DOOO" he was having a childish mindset... dinner with Y.Sis at Mac treating her the meal...

Went home soon after the meals and out again with both sis to SSC... E.Sis need to buy a speaker for her company which opens a new shop... then went shopping at Daiso with them... and i brought 2 snacks >.< went home slack all the way till 3am then sleep :|

Big problems, small problem always exist.
Either one way or the other doesn't work,
There is always a way around or under it.
In life, we got to BET something which we believed in...


I wasn't afraid of anything was just a lie, because I'm always afraid of losing her...


Anybody would've asked why i loved her,
But the answer doesn't come from myself,
Or even it was from the friends or families.
Under the Stars, Moon, Sun and Universal,
There is one soul that would answer to her

"YOU were always inside me..."


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When you think you had enough for this life,
hang on, don't let yourself go, everybody cries.
Sometimes everything seems very wrong for you.
If you feel like letting go of all the suffering pain,
Hang on, don't let yourself go, everybody hurts.
Sometimes every friend isn't there for you.
But just call me, i'll always reach you,
no matter where, when or how,
cause i'll always be there.
you always had me,
Loving you
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All I Wanted Was Your Love...

OMG friday 13th... the date i always get something realtime bad luck...

can't forget the day i got my finger smashed... and lots more from friday 13th... it's always stick bad luck to me even when i stay at home... the door slam and hit my toes >.<

anyway today overslept and late for school... as usual i guess... play dota in class LOLz...

didn't play much games since the day i went NS... even now doesn't have the feeling to play game... and i decided not to buy L4D 2... because i also wont be playing much...

my life till age of 21 i earned $40K and already spent $17K on games... it was really a shock when i calculate... well, of cause the rest went on travel, food and friends... I better resist myself spending money on friends like treating them... LOLz... i guess i spent at least 10K with treats on friends and family?

Well, don't expect me playing game so hardcore till scolding and cursing... no point because it's just a game... Win & Lose were just the matter of fun...

went home after school and met Xin Li!!! OMG, didn't seen her since primary school and yet she still remember my looks! god darn me... my face doesn't change at all? LoLz... exchanged our numbers on the bus... hope more lost contacted friends would meet up soon...

From primary class 1H -> 2H -> 3A1 -> 4A8 -> 5B -> 6C1... hope i would find them all ^^ yep i'm from Em1 drop to Em3 LOLz... don't ask me why, because my answer would be "i live my way..."

reach home slack till 7.30pm then start working on RFID project... lolz... kinda of a choppy work eh? lolz... finish it at 9.18pm! hahax...

Chat with few people especially LJR and Fang... Fang i hope you could be yourself even with him... don't need to think so much about saying wrong at the wrong time... sometime it isn't really going to be bad... Good luck ^^

Finish RFID still got to do individual project... and i had no mood to do that already... wondering lots of stuff lolz...

okay stopping here for the night... i wonder how would i pass the next week... gotta been miss her badly...

Respect, Trust, Believe and being Honest was what i give to my other half...
Don't question it...


I won't appear to an uninvited event again... It's seems i'm being extra no matter what...


Life matters most to me was only the love from the one I loved...
It matter so much to me that nothing could compare with her...

Should i be gone?

WOW~ didn't post for 2 days... well old format~ oldest to newest again!

Today skipped lesson... doesn't feel right to be there lately...

went home going out with sister and Dad for lunch?

after meals went to guitar shop buy the stuff i needed to repair the guitar...

went home and settle the scores with the guitar :x took me an hour...

then start doing the project after finishing tuning it...

fell asleep during working on projects... darn old feeling now... soon will be called as grand uncle... yet i'm still not married lolz... not even a GF... it sucks my age like getting old...

Last week to sign... should i quit school?

maybe not... the contact doesn't looks appealing to me... neither it's job scope...

Got this with the guitar at cousin house... Woot... but i prefer a piano...
Finish Fixing it... wasted an hour doing all that...
Unstrung all repair the spoiled parts...
30+ years old guitar ^^ from my dad~
Skipped 4pm lesson eat out with Father and Sister LoLz...


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8 Nov 2009
Grandma anniversary...
went to cousin house to gather... eating there and went Jurong Point shopping lolz...

well, after that went to Mun kian Kor house to have a look at his new house... not very much things in there but it's pretty great~

Brought back the guitar that's from malaysia to singapore... pretty old but just need some fixing from me :P

and something to add... I BATHED 6TIMES IN 2DAYS!!! heck me i didn't notice until the next day!

CPU of his TV!!!
The Master remote for the TV
The full set of the new technology TV!
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7 Nov 2009
Ah... forgot what i did in the morning... but anyway still i went out...

went cleaning my bicycle because just feel like doing it...

then went out night cycling...

oh ya didn't ate the whole day yet i didn't felt hungry... doesn't had the mood to eat...

then slack at yishun dam and a car went rampage there...

didn't want to be the witness so went to find deston...

was a little shaken to see a new couple that night lolz... well, didn't expect it but it's the facts now... LOLz! wishing them Good luck and everlasting~

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that's all for the whole post... my junk feelings now...

Feeling there's 2 side of me now... Between Quiet and entertainer?
dead quiet in school darn noisy in public...

i don't know what wrong in school... even if i want to find it out who would say?

all they see my image as a boring guy so i am... i wonder was i that boring? lolz... joke...

Think of who i am, what i am, then i'll be it no matter what you see...
See me as an Ass hole then you would see me as one no matter what i do...
See me as a close friend and things i do always would be a nothing much as friend...
You can hate me, but don't wish things would turn out fine from me...

Can't change the past can we? i don't want to promise anything...
Neither would i give people of my trust, they took for granted...
Nor i would believe what people said and it's all fakes and lies...
Either did they need my companies or a listening from them...
Non was in my reach whenever i need someone to be with...

Call me Kor~ and paired as couple and off with no news...
Came back to me having me to hear out the problems...
Solve it for them in reach, and off with no news again...
I need a break, I need someone and I needed LOVE...
Not anyone to be or whatever, but just plain LOVE...

I didn't wish to be here as the matter of fact, I'm here, just let me live my way...


My life is always about something and something that's always all about You...


Dancing all around my life up's and down's where only You who could do that...

I'm always there...

Didn't update for the past two days... busy with some stuff and slept early plus doesn't feel great for the days...

Sorry to those who needed my company as i rejected it instantly... i'm really not in the right mood to company anyone... having my own problems might also affect you guys if i were to company you guys...

and two idiots who always spamming me in msn... Shi min and Si min! lolz! please don't invite so many people next time... it's so messy in the chat i can't even catch much of the lines you guys where spamming so greatly... X.x

hope can get the job jun ming intro to me... $9/hr seh! lolz... where could i find such a good deal for a part-time job... :D hope could get the job to earn enough for what i planned next year... it's gonna be lots of travel in my plannings~ but don't think gonna travel with family... with someone else? like friends? army pals? or buddies? maybe a gf is even better :D (Dreaming away lolz...)

as of this weekends don't think i would go for all events... canceling jun wei's invitation for his 21st birthday celebration... too much invitation yet don't feel like going for any... *not in mood*


I look down on those people who do little things behind another person back... it's rather so obvious when i took an observe from the "place" i'll let you do what ever you want there... don't let me hear another stinky word from you and don't ever think i'll let you step on my tail for no price is pay free... i'll smack your fuck face into the wall if you hurt someone dear to me...


i guess tomorrow i'm staying home watching my new SCV programs... lolz... won't be updating such a boring day tomorrow... so i'll see about it on sunday then... stopping here now...

Leaving you wasn't what I wanted,
Leaving you was what you wished.
It's granted and I left you physically,
But however my soul didn't leave you.
Not even the smallest bit from you...

I'd never afraid of being criticize,
I'd never afraid of being hurt,
I'd never afraid of being anywhere,
I'd never afraid of being alone,
I don't mind, I don't care at all...
All I mind and care was only "one"...

Things weren't suppose to be as it was... Let it be then since you wanted it...

I'm ready, whenever you needed me...

Today was feeling weird... doesn't want to talk much... mood changed again? i wonder...

Rejected a friend who need company today... because something happen again in his relationship... as i didn't felt fine to company him either... so rejected him right away... feeling bad for him now...

i also had problems that were for me to solve too? i can't help in my current mood... Sorry...

nothing much happen today so just update as i also don't know why i should...
(Playing game with friends while writing blog... sorry if got mistake...)

she's sad today? and i couldn't help...
I could listen to you if you needed?
NO?
Need a shoulder to lean on?
NO?
I'll could be there for you?
NO?

I wishes all would be a yes... i'm always ready to be there for you...


Loving someone need reasons? or need no reason to love?
I love her because she's silly? it'll be the same even if she smart...
I love her because she's cute? pretty or whatever... doesn't matter...
I love her because she's funny? even she's not it'll be the same...

To me love couldn't be with or without reason...
It's the heart that speaks...


Being the air in your eyes was tearing down in my heart like waterfalls...
Being the glass in your eye was like hammer smashing me into pieces...
Being the invisible person in your eye was making me out of presence...
Being in those days was wished for it never to be another day i lived on...

Don't look upon me if that's so...

Today fallen sick so suddenly...
woke up 10:44 am today slacked around at home then decide to nap around 12mid noon... then woke up having a big headache and feeling very cold... took a temperature of having 38.1 right after i fallen asleep for 40 mins...

went back to sleep again till late afternoon... finally recover from the sudden fever... lolz~

my body is good! always sick just sleep everything would be back fine... haha~ but i wish somebody would be there for me :x misses lots... tomorrow die also must go to school...

okay stopping here le... need to upload a lot photos from yesterday... putting them at the end of this post... have a look at our photography and modeling lolz... i'm like a wooden block as a model hahaz... i'm better being a photographer...

Your heart didn't have me, but to you were inside mine all the time... itsumademo

Over the mountains and oceans,
Seeking you was never been easy,
Approaching you weren't as hard.
No matter it's easy or hard,
All matter was your love...
I'm loving you was all that matters...
osanai konpaku

Possession on you, Embracing to you, Loving each and every bit of you...

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