Should i be gone?

WOW~ didn't post for 2 days... well old format~ oldest to newest again!

Today skipped lesson... doesn't feel right to be there lately...

went home going out with sister and Dad for lunch?

after meals went to guitar shop buy the stuff i needed to repair the guitar...

went home and settle the scores with the guitar :x took me an hour...

then start doing the project after finishing tuning it...

fell asleep during working on projects... darn old feeling now... soon will be called as grand uncle... yet i'm still not married lolz... not even a GF... it sucks my age like getting old...

Last week to sign... should i quit school?

maybe not... the contact doesn't looks appealing to me... neither it's job scope...

Got this with the guitar at cousin house... Woot... but i prefer a piano...
Finish Fixing it... wasted an hour doing all that...
Unstrung all repair the spoiled parts...
30+ years old guitar ^^ from my dad~
Skipped 4pm lesson eat out with Father and Sister LoLz...


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8 Nov 2009
Grandma anniversary...
went to cousin house to gather... eating there and went Jurong Point shopping lolz...

well, after that went to Mun kian Kor house to have a look at his new house... not very much things in there but it's pretty great~

Brought back the guitar that's from malaysia to singapore... pretty old but just need some fixing from me :P

and something to add... I BATHED 6TIMES IN 2DAYS!!! heck me i didn't notice until the next day!

CPU of his TV!!!
The Master remote for the TV
The full set of the new technology TV!
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7 Nov 2009
Ah... forgot what i did in the morning... but anyway still i went out...

went cleaning my bicycle because just feel like doing it...

then went out night cycling...

oh ya didn't ate the whole day yet i didn't felt hungry... doesn't had the mood to eat...

then slack at yishun dam and a car went rampage there...

didn't want to be the witness so went to find deston...

was a little shaken to see a new couple that night lolz... well, didn't expect it but it's the facts now... LOLz! wishing them Good luck and everlasting~

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that's all for the whole post... my junk feelings now...

Feeling there's 2 side of me now... Between Quiet and entertainer?
dead quiet in school darn noisy in public...

i don't know what wrong in school... even if i want to find it out who would say?

all they see my image as a boring guy so i am... i wonder was i that boring? lolz... joke...

Think of who i am, what i am, then i'll be it no matter what you see...
See me as an Ass hole then you would see me as one no matter what i do...
See me as a close friend and things i do always would be a nothing much as friend...
You can hate me, but don't wish things would turn out fine from me...

Can't change the past can we? i don't want to promise anything...
Neither would i give people of my trust, they took for granted...
Nor i would believe what people said and it's all fakes and lies...
Either did they need my companies or a listening from them...
Non was in my reach whenever i need someone to be with...

Call me Kor~ and paired as couple and off with no news...
Came back to me having me to hear out the problems...
Solve it for them in reach, and off with no news again...
I need a break, I need someone and I needed LOVE...
Not anyone to be or whatever, but just plain LOVE...

I didn't wish to be here as the matter of fact, I'm here, just let me live my way...


My life is always about something and something that's always all about You...


Dancing all around my life up's and down's where only You who could do that...