I'm always there...

Didn't update for the past two days... busy with some stuff and slept early plus doesn't feel great for the days...

Sorry to those who needed my company as i rejected it instantly... i'm really not in the right mood to company anyone... having my own problems might also affect you guys if i were to company you guys...

and two idiots who always spamming me in msn... Shi min and Si min! lolz! please don't invite so many people next time... it's so messy in the chat i can't even catch much of the lines you guys where spamming so greatly... X.x

hope can get the job jun ming intro to me... $9/hr seh! lolz... where could i find such a good deal for a part-time job... :D hope could get the job to earn enough for what i planned next year... it's gonna be lots of travel in my plannings~ but don't think gonna travel with family... with someone else? like friends? army pals? or buddies? maybe a gf is even better :D (Dreaming away lolz...)

as of this weekends don't think i would go for all events... canceling jun wei's invitation for his 21st birthday celebration... too much invitation yet don't feel like going for any... *not in mood*


I look down on those people who do little things behind another person back... it's rather so obvious when i took an observe from the "place" i'll let you do what ever you want there... don't let me hear another stinky word from you and don't ever think i'll let you step on my tail for no price is pay free... i'll smack your fuck face into the wall if you hurt someone dear to me...


i guess tomorrow i'm staying home watching my new SCV programs... lolz... won't be updating such a boring day tomorrow... so i'll see about it on sunday then... stopping here now...

Leaving you wasn't what I wanted,
Leaving you was what you wished.
It's granted and I left you physically,
But however my soul didn't leave you.
Not even the smallest bit from you...

I'd never afraid of being criticize,
I'd never afraid of being hurt,
I'd never afraid of being anywhere,
I'd never afraid of being alone,
I don't mind, I don't care at all...
All I mind and care was only "one"...

Things weren't suppose to be as it was... Let it be then since you wanted it...

I'm ready, whenever you needed me...

Today was feeling weird... doesn't want to talk much... mood changed again? i wonder...

Rejected a friend who need company today... because something happen again in his relationship... as i didn't felt fine to company him either... so rejected him right away... feeling bad for him now...

i also had problems that were for me to solve too? i can't help in my current mood... Sorry...

nothing much happen today so just update as i also don't know why i should...
(Playing game with friends while writing blog... sorry if got mistake...)

she's sad today? and i couldn't help...
I could listen to you if you needed?
NO?
Need a shoulder to lean on?
NO?
I'll could be there for you?
NO?

I wishes all would be a yes... i'm always ready to be there for you...


Loving someone need reasons? or need no reason to love?
I love her because she's silly? it'll be the same even if she smart...
I love her because she's cute? pretty or whatever... doesn't matter...
I love her because she's funny? even she's not it'll be the same...

To me love couldn't be with or without reason...
It's the heart that speaks...


Being the air in your eyes was tearing down in my heart like waterfalls...
Being the glass in your eye was like hammer smashing me into pieces...
Being the invisible person in your eye was making me out of presence...
Being in those days was wished for it never to be another day i lived on...

Don't look upon me if that's so...

Today fallen sick so suddenly...
woke up 10:44 am today slacked around at home then decide to nap around 12mid noon... then woke up having a big headache and feeling very cold... took a temperature of having 38.1 right after i fallen asleep for 40 mins...

went back to sleep again till late afternoon... finally recover from the sudden fever... lolz~

my body is good! always sick just sleep everything would be back fine... haha~ but i wish somebody would be there for me :x misses lots... tomorrow die also must go to school...

okay stopping here le... need to upload a lot photos from yesterday... putting them at the end of this post... have a look at our photography and modeling lolz... i'm like a wooden block as a model hahaz... i'm better being a photographer...

Your heart didn't have me, but to you were inside mine all the time... itsumademo

Over the mountains and oceans,
Seeking you was never been easy,
Approaching you weren't as hard.
No matter it's easy or hard,
All matter was your love...
I'm loving you was all that matters...
osanai konpaku

Possession on you, Embracing to you, Loving each and every bit of you...

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