Dec 29 ~Today~
Hmm nothing much today to say but found some show to watch lolz... completed watching it till now~
i wonder if there's any good drama/shows for me now... AhH~ *Daydream*
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Dec 28
slack the whole afternoon~ wanted to get my bao bei bicycle back home so decide to get it at evening but end up cycling at 8pm from tamp~ lolz...
reached Seng Kang went to find deston play basketball LOLz... his cousin came too~ after the game went to pungol for my dinner... so darn hungry~ only brought an apple with me for the long way home... i ate it be4 the game lolz...
meet up with wee kiat and Jun wei over~ have a few chats and they took some photo around with our phone... after which we went to slack off at other place... as i had to go home because going to work tomorrow... so i send Des cousin back...
i broke my necklace halfway through =.= darn it... i hate this feeling...
near deston house ervin called saying got things to give to us... so i went back to meet deston slacking near ervin house... be brought us some keycharm~ lolz... grabbing different colours... and deston got pink! hahaz...
soon we went off sending ervin home and bla bla bla~ alot things happen lolz... skip~
i went home first as the rest went other place to slack off till 5am? so PS have to leave~! because i had work=.=
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Dec 27
All i did was joining alot FB groups and watching TV today lolz~ my ass wont move out of house :x
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Haven't you awake?
Haven't you listen to your self?
Haven't you notice what you really wanted?
I'm waiting, still waiting and now waiting...
Don't let it be too long, please...
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(It goes like my life does...)
If It Kills Me
Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Baby there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me
And all I really want from you is to feel me
It’s a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me
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Promise weren't make to break but to fulfill the deals made...
A hug everyday
A kiss everynight
A peck on forehead
It's my blessing and love to you...
I've felt it
I've seen it
I've heard it
I've not gotten it... your love...
Don't suspect yourself, because you were the best...