Feeling unwell...

Views and comments~
very different person have unique thinking, feeling and personality... let's talk about job... having low pay? doing lots more work than others? if it's about money than it's about how the company plans the leveling of the workers... if it's about the workload, it's the person who in charge of the people working under them... comparing the salary was what most people does because they just want to feel weather they get their fairness... in fact they had forgotten that the workload others done they only seen parts of it... they only understand they themselves had done more than others... in other saying, they didn't really know what others have really been doing their job and they expect their pay to be lower... remember what you see isn't what the truth is... the truth only shows when you put all unfairness aside... because human tends to look on the unfairness and start wondering about the bad stuff or the worst of a person or the job itself... if you really have work that hard and you still doesn't get a better pay, try look into yourself real deep till the extend of what you really want from it putting the unfairness aside too... the point was for yourself to look into a mirror and see yourself as another person thinking what that he/she have seen at the workload you've done... that's all for today... (want to understand more? msn pm me...)

My feeling and thoughts?
hmm today seems to peace down a little... but i could really settle down... she just wont share her problems... i'm feeling very worried? sad and worthless... i never want my love one to feel so down and i couldn't help at all... if only i had the chance... i just would want to protect her and give her endless support or help her if she's unable to take the problems... i only want that chance... i couldn't bear to see her feeling troubled... she could laugh at the face of the friend but she looks so troubled and sad when no one was looking... i admit i never took off my eye from her much... but i just couldn't think of a way to approach her and have her share her troubles... i just don't get a chance at all... i hope i would have that chance... as soon as it could... i couldn't hold my feelings just to tell her, "girl, what's wrong? you doesn't seems right..." i really hate seeing my love one so sad... even she tried to hide, she couldn't hide from me... what i feel and think is just only me myself... could it ever reach her? haiz... i'll stop here...

08 July 2009:
today woke up and felt so sick... so went back to sleep... wake up around 10 plus use computer awhile and off to sleep again... still feeling sick... had alot miss call while sleeping~ around 3 plus call back those who called me... and deston call me telling me the pay is out~ SHIOK AR~ then saw jia yi online... she also never go school due to feeling unwell too~ scarily we tio H1n1 she say... touch wood la... LOL~ well return call to mr.soh telling him i'm feeling unwell... he suddenly say "jia lat... deston also saying the same thing" >.< 3 person got almost the same problem siar... LOL~ but i sure is not h1n1... no fever at all... meet deston at taka to collect pay... and ervin was there... after which we went to shaw centre macdonald... deston had his filet meal~ i see him eat like a hungry beggar... LOL! joel came soon after his meal... he funny siar... don't know how to change train to get to orchard... LOL~ anyway went to marina square soon after... went there and had a walk around finding punching bag? LOL~ wu liao lor... punching bag just to train punching... never train kicking=.= a bit unbalance siea... well we had dinner... KFC, sick of fastfood already... well just chunk down lor~ went home after that... on the way to MRT di siao deston... reach yishun and walked back home singing again~ LOL... have been singing lee hom song this few days... maybe his song can let me sing out my feels? whatever... okay i'll stop here... nights~