Myself?

My thought about "myself"?
to myself i couldn't think of anything... because i never expect what i want to be in life... just like to live simple and have the other part to be with me being where or when doesn't matter to me anymore... it's not i do not have goals or dreams in life... in fact my goals and dreams were to be out of earth? but without the partner in life it makes me feel nothing would be satisfy... because life to me a partner is always the one to be trusted and to be shared with... and i'm stubborn for the one i choose because only them who are special to me... and to me they would be the one supporting me towards my goals... i would like people to judge me when they don't even know what/who i was... i could accept close friend objection/judge than an outsider... because they don't live my life, know my feeling and understand what i think... but if you ever wan to try understand me i'll be glad to have a long night awake just to exchange thoughts and ideas... and that's the only period i would accept judging/objection... i'm a person who might help guys more than girls? because in my life girls are always being bullied... although i was being a victim of a girl, it's the only small faction of girls that would do that... so i never take that incident to judge girls because each different person have different views... (so if you want to try understand me, Call me out for a drink ^-^)

My feeling?
today felt quite bad... because get to know that she really doesn't like my attitude? well attitude could change but i just don't know what attitude she doesn't like about... each person i face i would have different attitude... each group of people also have another attitude... so attitude could be change... stopping here...

17 July 2009
today woke up around 1.54PM! WOOT~ because had a bad cramp on both leg... at first was right... then after i clam it down my left leg cramp >.< maybe cycle too much and too far without any stretching... well muscle cramp means muscle growing again~ LOL... stomach cramp? six pack? LOL~ joking... well everyone should take care of yourself... today didn't go out due to the muscle aching... after i woke up couldn't even stand up right LOL~ then try to jio von and vin for a game of L4D~ but then... my arms cramp T.T muscle seriously cramps alot when i don't stretch after exercise... well played with them after my arms are better... they playing cheat! unlimited ammo~ well lucky i couldn't move my arms much LOL! okay that's all for today...