Stay or go?

not writing thoughts again for today...

My Feeling?
today wasn't feeling right... due to things doesn't goes well through life... don't know what to do much for it... just let it be... just waiting for the chance anyway... chance are like so slim... but don't want to give up either... well, friends left in singapore isn't alot now... even there is but all doesn't know me well... all have them have stuff to busy with and somebody to company with... Arh~ having GF is so Xin Fu... always could see you when ever you look for her or she look for you... just wanted to see each other often and have fun anywhere she goes... not really everyday... but at least she could share stuff with... damn tried in living here with full of different kinds of people especially people who always betray or stab you, etc... i just want a simple life with a partner that could last forever... stopping right here now... no mood to carry on...

13 July 2009
today woke up at 8am but felt so sick so went back to sleep... woke up by gelina calling my handphone >.< it's was 11.48am? asking me where had i put the cleaning cloth... LOL~ well she found it anyway... so then i went back to sleep again... woke up again because e.sister came to my room asking me why internet no connection~ haiz... stupid problem again... anyway fixed it and she said to my y.sister she wanted to go daiso at sebwang shopping mall... y.sis took so long to decide... so off we went to daiso around 1.40pm... walked there and went daiso first... they brought snacks so did i :d well we went to the giant and shopped... well nothing much there because we already brought what we wanted at daiso? well went to splash park just to see how it look like... well no luck no water at the time... it's on from 11am to 2pm and 5pm to 8pm... lol well we had our dinner around 3.50? LOL! a little too early le ba... anyway i treat them the meal... it's been so long since i treat them a meal... because y.sis went china and e.sis is busy with school and work too... well i had hikori chicken, y.sis have teriyaki chicken and e.sis have fried fish filet... we exchanged our food too LOL~ it was very full~ actually y.sis pon school today! HAHA~ i knew she couldn't be having holiday now... everybody started school already... after dinner we went down to the cake shop and brought 2 mufin and a curry bread... because the muffin smell DAMN nice... my treat again~ we didn't eat right away because the shop casher told us to heat it up with oven for 30sec if we're going home... than e.sis saw a sign flag saying thiff shop? everything sold there was a second hand stuff... was close on monday~ LOL nice timing! or else both sis wont stop shopping... LOL! went home straight after that but we didn't eat the muffin... they use their computer and i fell asleep... i couldn't push myself more due to the sickness... after sleeping for almost an hour plus i woke up and was feeling a little better than just now... both sis was sleeping including dad... didn't notice when he was back home... so i went to play mini games... after few rounds e.sis woke up and i call her to heat up the muffin! LOL~ she toasted it instead of using the oven!!! well the muffin's is great! 1 was a chocolate and the other was blueberry! we all preferred chocolate muffin! LOL~ sure would bring my gf to eat all food i felt it's great~ ahh ahh~ well went for cycling soon after having the great muffin! LOL... wasn't feeling great... cycle all around my fav. place... but still don't feel any better... (write in feelings later...) went home with 2 ramily chicken burgers... Grabble them down while watching old drama... linda called and ask me to work on thursday night =.= well accepted it... friday not working anyway... okay stopping here now... good night~