Clean Cleaning Clean-ed

HI~ changing a little of my post style again... today woke up late... was awake because feeling damn hot! lol... the sun burn got worst~ more red then last night... slack in bed till afternoon skipped breakfast and lunch... then saw dad taking lots of stuff to his room... so went to check it out~ he was having his air-con chemical washed and also my sisters room too... he was trying a new way of washing instead of our standard way... trying out on yourself before doing it on others? hahaz... well it'd been a year since we service our air-con... dad didn't plan on cleaning my air-con =.= well i felt mine doesn't feel windy anymore so borrow water-vacuum from his van~ took my own sweet time cleaning trying to get the jelly out and make it spotless! haha... well, i'm doing it ALL! for the first time... because i wanted to clean my room myself! and also have been watching dad doing the same thing since 8years old~ yep that's when i also followed him around working... i only do cleaning and carry the stuff since 8... took a photo of vacuumed clean and chemical clean... felt satisfied after testing it... no leak and no weird things happened! brought back the vacuum to dad's van again... sunburn was quite a pain when wearing a shirt >.< anyway doesn't restrict me much... went to had a nap after those cleaning and woke up cleaning my room again LOL! i must be insane cleaning whole day without reason... and today fix up my cpu plus cleaning the whole of it too! i'm doing it because i'm bored... CH didn't call me to meet him as he planned... it's ok, i don't mind because he had to company his gf too... cousin outing is coming so soon~ saturday it would be of... if any of my cousin is reading, please don't ask me (why never bring GF?/Got GF already?/why haven't find a GF?) i'm sick of it already... it's not i don't want, i have no idea about myself... i don't know why i was not given a chance either... it feel sucks of myself everytime you guys asked me... anyway i did lots of cleaning today ;P cupboard of one was always empty >.< well, it was for GF to put her stuff... today i'll be stopping at the photo i taken! LOL~ i'll continue cleaning tomorrow and pack my stuff too... haiz, so lonely for the holiday... nobody is free to lim kopi... today was satisfied by my own cleaning~ haha... yep, i'm satisfied easily as usual LOL! good night dear readers ^^


The difference of After and before >.<



Chemical cleaned... (by father)

Vacum-ed cleaned... (BY ME!!!)



At the Yishun damp catching some wind with friends~
(someone took it with my phone and happen to be found by me today =.=)




After last exam~ on our way to K-box! (sorry didn't take photo in K-box...)

Forgive and forget~

hi readers... saw my title? could you do that? well i believe not many could do it when it happens on them... anyway i wont want to care~ doesn't want to crack my brain over small matters... being told of self weakness and we should accept it and learn over weakness learning to be a better person but we could never be perfect... no matter how good you are, there's people who dislike something from you... skipped 2 days of work... hope i wont have to skip another day due to personal reason anymore... well someone guessed my first wish... it was not to be alone anymore... what are buddies/mei's/friends? they have to leave you soon after they had their partners... i had enough of being lonesome... that came in of finding a GF that could company her with or by her company me... i don't mind having to go reaching for her everyday as long as she doesn't mind... and of course i wont mind if she were to find me anytime but not forcing me to spent my studies/work time just to company her... it the reason for finding a understanding one... who also could trust me? in fact i'm too straight forward to make up a story to lie... wasn't much of my way to crack another brain cells for that either... you may call me lazy but i'm just avoiding thinking too much... but i could still have restrict on others secrets... well i couldn't think of what secret i have myself either... LOL~ does it matter? i hope i could meet my Princess soon... as i'm getting tired of waiting... falling asleep soon :P Yea, i'm feeling out of energy to push myself forward anymore... just making my dreams feel true to me, at least it's something that making me felt i'm needed... alright, i'll be stopping here for the day as i'm tired... good night...

hi readers... yep i got update my music finally... aww tomorrow got to go for work already... anyway didn't mind because nothing much to do... just waiting for next week Cousin outing... i wonder how many unexpected people who have bfgf rs. already found out 2 of them! i was not informed or told by them... so sad... LOH SIM YEE! CHAN YUAN TUCK! LOL! anyway did the subbing for the song i choose... might have mistake if anyone know? took me so long to complete it =.= okay off to play little games then to sleep already... hope i wont die on sunday at taka... 1 hour was like a whole day there... stopping here now FULL STOP.


Scandal - shouju s


sakki made to itteru koto chigau janai
[isn't what you're saying now differnt from before?]
chotto dake sugao miseta keredo
[i'm showing just a little bit of my true self]
zutto iraira iraira shite wa
[It's been bothering me so much]
atashi o mono mitai ni atsukatte
[the way you treated me like a thing]
sakki made to itteru koto chigau ja nai
[isn't what you're saying now differnt from before?]

dareka no sei ni shite wa nigekakure shiteru hibi
[It's someone's fault that i'm running away and hiding everyday]
ate ni naranai wa I'm sorry toriaezu sayonara
[i can't rely on anything, i'm sorry,buy goodbye for now]

anata ga inai to iya iya tte ieru wagamama
[it'd be selfish of me to say i didn't want you to go]
(zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni)
([i don't want you to go away, iwon't get rid of you])
aijou? yuujou? shiritai koto wa nandemo
[love or friendship? i just want to know]
(aimai sugite wakaranai yo)
([it's so vague, i just don't get it])
itsuka kokoro no oku no doa o tataku anata o matteiru
[the door to my heart is waiting for you to knock it down]

sakki kara jibun no koto bakkari janai
[haven't you been just talking about yourself lately?]
chotto gurai kizutsuite mitara?
[how about you get hurt a little bit?]

sou yatte yasashii kotoba de gomakasanaide
[don't trick me with nice words like that]
shinjirarenai wa kakkotsukenaide yo
[i don't believe you, don't try and look so cool]

nannen tatte mo itsu ni natte mo yamenaide
[No matter how many years it takes, DON'T GIVE UP]

atashi ga inai to dame dame tte ikisu na kimi
[you're saying that you need me here]
(motto hoshigatte yo tsuyogaranaide)
([want it a bit more, don't be so tough])
ai no zanzou yumemiru shoujo esukeepu
[a girl escapes to dream of remnants of love]
(tsukamattari nigekittari)
([i want to get caught, i want to get away])
itsuka kokoro no kagi o kowasu you na...
[someday the key to my heart will break...]

anata ga inai to iya iya tte ieru wagamama
[it'd be selfish of me to say i didn't want you to go]
(zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni)
([i don't want you to go away, iwon't get rid of you])
aijou? yuujou? shiritai koto wa nandemo
[love or friendship? i just want to know]
(aimai sugite wakaranai yo)
([it's so vague, i just don't get it])
itsuka kokoro no oku o daitekureru anata o matteiru
[the door to my heart is waiting for you to knock it down]

hoka ni wa nanimo iranai ya iya iya iya
[i don't need anything else]
ashita mo shinjiteitai iya iya iya iya iya iya
[i just want to believe in tomorrow]

Wondering of what?

hi readers... trying to find a suiting music for my mood but i don't even know what mood i'm in now >.< it's just too confusing for me too complicate to solve it... aww so i guess i'll have to just replace and music... i don't want to think so hard for what am i thinking or feeling... but one thing i was sure of... i'm still waiting, at the same place, same spot and same me... i had forgot why must i wait but i'm sure of what i'm waiting for was worth it... i might lost my sense but not my sanity as me... hai yo don't know what i was going to write... well, human wasn't perfect and so is they have their own thoughts... learn to accept them as who they were but don't hurt them... they also does have feelings... i wasn't perfect, i was greedy to start with... i wanted to be love, wanted a chance because i didn't want to be alone... i wanted someone who belongs to me... what are friends? gan mei? or even buddy? they can't be there for you forever... they said they wont leave you even though thy have their partners? it's just a matter of time... i'm so sick of that line, i've heard it so many times but all was just said to make me feel better? anyway i wanted so much i also would give but i don't know... maybe i would give her whatever i could to be her best boyfriend~ i would gave her my all... maybe it's not enough but i could only love her with my little cells even a soul ;P i'll stop here and off to sleep... good night...

Staying up to read NWT but not study!

Kira Satome, birthday date : 24
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Your Life

You are very optimistic and that`s why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You`ll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out.

Your Love

Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can`t really get over Your Love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.

Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than may have shown in your life path. You may also become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations. Devoted to family and friends, you tend to manage and protect. This birth date adds to the emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities. Affections are important to you -both the giving and the receiving.


hi readers~ didn't update because wasn't having anything in my mind to write... hmm this was from FB and i think it's quite true... i'm too optimistic but i don't really enjoy my life that much now... humans are the cause of making life more and more complicated... i could be trusted and yea... all would find me when they really had problems and sorry due to the current "me" i would push it all away... i don't wish to waste all my time helping each and every problem that could be solve by the individual... but still you could speak the heart out with me... speaking of my love? aww give me a brain wash machine please... as it says i couldn't forget my loves one from past )= and something to mention! i'm neither charming nor romantic... sweet couple? maybe? because can't deny it LOL! i fall in love just because i want to be in love? maybe?! and not like that person? LOL! tricky but i wouldn't be that... if i don't like that person but she does, i would maybe if she way too crazy over me -.= as because i don't see hate or dislikes in anyone or even nobody at all... responsibility ar... it weight so much i'm about to give away by it... and giving a helping hand wasn't that hard guys! you all could do it too! not always me people like us... and YES! i'm devoted to family and friends... but to the top, my partner in life would always be the first... to the extend my life is just after family... nothing would be more important that family and above to me... if ever money is important it's always related to studies and above...


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Family
Life
Cousin
Mei's
Buddies
Studies
My Dreams (secret ^^)
Work
Time
Money