Forgive and forget~

hi readers... saw my title? could you do that? well i believe not many could do it when it happens on them... anyway i wont want to care~ doesn't want to crack my brain over small matters... being told of self weakness and we should accept it and learn over weakness learning to be a better person but we could never be perfect... no matter how good you are, there's people who dislike something from you... skipped 2 days of work... hope i wont have to skip another day due to personal reason anymore... well someone guessed my first wish... it was not to be alone anymore... what are buddies/mei's/friends? they have to leave you soon after they had their partners... i had enough of being lonesome... that came in of finding a GF that could company her with or by her company me... i don't mind having to go reaching for her everyday as long as she doesn't mind... and of course i wont mind if she were to find me anytime but not forcing me to spent my studies/work time just to company her... it the reason for finding a understanding one... who also could trust me? in fact i'm too straight forward to make up a story to lie... wasn't much of my way to crack another brain cells for that either... you may call me lazy but i'm just avoiding thinking too much... but i could still have restrict on others secrets... well i couldn't think of what secret i have myself either... LOL~ does it matter? i hope i could meet my Princess soon... as i'm getting tired of waiting... falling asleep soon :P Yea, i'm feeling out of energy to push myself forward anymore... just making my dreams feel true to me, at least it's something that making me felt i'm needed... alright, i'll be stopping here for the day as i'm tired... good night...