i'm tired...

Welcome back dear readers! today didn't have much to write... because i didn't step out of house... i'm going into an insane rotting speed! someone help! just date me out!!!

Had been wondering for the past few days... why i imagine things that i hope for just to push myself... it's quite a tiring thing and after i stop imagine it, i felt somehow lonely and mood-less for what ever i'm doing... By watching drama/anime are just jealous about their story... although i felt the up and downs for the character it's somewhat came to me that i'm still alone... my main point was, how long am i going to imagine of myself being love? another year? haiz... couldn't have more energy to imagine more that few day anymore...

Changed blog song to chinese~ tired to search for english song/music now...

Wont be working as promoter i guess... it doesn't suit me? standing there waiting to serve? So sorry, couldn't do that~ for my current feelings, i would want to rush and work myself till i had no time to imagine...

Don't want the one's i love to give me hope if they doesn't have any feelings for me... i'm somebody who would make everything positive, someone who enjoy just being with the one's i love...
Anything could be destroy by the words from the one's i love... just simply draw a line from me or i would have another hope from/for the one's i love...

i'll be stopping here! Good night readers...


hard a hard time cleaning~
LOVE the result and another self satisfied day...


last night weather forecast was a rainy day! BUT! today it seems windy...