i'm not perfect...

My Thoughts?
every guy always say they could give up everything/anything for a girl... as me, i could give up anything but i can't give up my feeling of love to someone whom i love... i'm sorry i couldn't be like the others who could give up everything/anything for a girl... i'm sorry i couldn't be that generous and i'm not the perfect guy...

My Feelings? [confuse, lonely and tired...]
feeling empty and lonely at times... just want to be with someone anywhere it could be but to be together ^-^ eh, i don't know does it link to me or not... but just drop the thinking and sleep now... morning work to night again =.= haiz~

25 July 2009
didn't sleep much before morning because was playing PSP (Need4Speed: Most Wanted) LOL... couldn't sleep either if i don't play... couldn't get to sleep due to some feeling? jian hua woke up quite early and had a small chat with him on msn... after that went to sleep because was very tired already and had to meet henry in the late afternoon... woke up around 1.30pm and went to play FB~ around 2.20pm went to prepare to go out... then was put back because henry have some stuff to do at home... meeting time change to 3.30pm so i surf internet looking for some code for my blog to set up a calender~ marking out my off days of course ^-^ and also to make you guys have easier time to book me out... went to henry house void deck and he still haven't done his stuff so i waited while i play psp again... didn't bring Ipod out today >.< because of some issue from the Darn Ipod... waited for 50mins =.= well used to waiting le~ people always late... cannot blame anything other than myself for whatever it is~ LOL... chat with henry on the way to meet SK... reach PS go find SK because he was already there... then purposely go to his back LOL~ ate our all-time fav. there as what we always do and eat when we meet up... because we don't change! and we never want to, but still time will make the place change and made us change to the flow of how the place were... went to Big-O for games :D well had fun but fun always will have to stop when time comes... SK wanted to stop at 9pm but we drag the time to 10.22 instead :P went to eat MacSpicy meal after games as always~ and headed home... walk home as usual with henry then alone again... haiz... how i wish someone would be going home with me... to school, to home, to meeting friends and cousins... okay i put that on my feelings today :d have to keep something there too right? hahaz... stopping the post right here... my readers, having a good dream now? hehe...