The count of 11days...

Helloz~! back once again spamming all in a post again :D so many to update~


20 Nov
Ah well... didn't do much today too... watching shows and play ECO with JH because he wan to level his ranger so helped him...

dad brought crab for dinner and mom came home making black pepper crab...

because E.sis said she misses it... OMG~ she very happy lolz... but i had ulcer... :l

anyway just ate it lor... give face right? lolz...

Sian-ed by 2 sms... all my saturday event canceled...

at night went to deston house to fix his computer...

cycling there so slow because the floor is wet! didn't wan the sand and water to fly onto me...

li jia and wee kiat were at his house too... just when i reach they were too... deston double called for help =.= he called wee kiat and me to fix his computer... Wa lao eh~! cannot like that lea... hahaz...

anyway i do the job... while waiting for the installing i and des went to drink and he called kok hing... then des father came too...

my bicycle back wheel spoil :( deston that pig too heavy liao la?! lolz... actually i've expected that it would spoil but didn't know when it would happen...

went back to his home he and KH check my bicycle... i check with his computer... everything was fine untill 5am plus... his window suddenly crashed!!! OMG~!

I rushed to reformat again then... end up staying up the whole night...

anyway fix the sound for him and went home about 9.15am... reached home and totally feel like falling on bed... so took a quick shower...

lucky JH going grandma house so i wasn't needed to train his ranger :D so i slept till 2 plus~! :x

Sorry girl...

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19 Nov
Went to school today... because i stood up for the night =.=

oh well, class was that bored as usual because doing things i've done at my ni-tech days...

and a great day of cause! because we don't have HP classes~ Teacher got meeting...

so went out with yvonne, ervin and jun long to Sing Sing haha~

talked about chalet thingy on bus and i can't forget that they mistook my (8 9 dian) as (Pua chu cheng) =.=

went home after the event and play ECO with JH again... like a no life in me anymore...

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18 Nov
Once again didn't turn up for class... unable to sleep at night and well~ woke up again around mid noon...

JH didn't go to school so play ECO with him again...

hmm... nothing much for the day also... didn't have the mood to go out having fun...

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17 Nov
Didn't go to school because feeling not right for school... also due to not sleeping well at night too : (

causing me to wake up at the mid noon~ an unusual day man! because whole family at home expect for mom...

and so we went out to eat lunch together :D

after meals walk around shop shop and talk sh!t lol...

evening came and play ECO with JH...

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Time had been longer than it is, when missing somebody...
I would never want to feel like that ever again....
My heart beats without a momentum...
Everything seems so wrong...


As long as you love me
No matter who you are
No matter what you did
No matter how you look
I will love you 2times the cells in the space


Sorry for the time I couldn't be with you...
Sorry for every mistake that I had made...
What would happen without the mistake?

Missing someone were a very painful time to pass...

Oh My~ so busy out on the weekends didn't have time to post... lolz... same old style again...

Starting with some old pictures lolz...

Toughest exercise of all - Exercise Iron bed... lolz...

The day of ORD the last of the photo taken...
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16 Nov 09
Stayed up whole night because i wanted to be in school today...

well, i also didn't get to see her before her trip to genting... i'm feeling upside down opposite around...

disappointed again... it'd would be 8 days by the count till coming friday... and it'd would be 11 days if friday didn't turn up... :(

it'll makes me feel so uneasy inside... unable to sleep tonight writing blog here listening to music... haiz...

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15 Nov 09
Spent till afternoon looking for things to do~! end up finding more old friends hahaz...

maybe just missing them and they miss me too? lolz...

at night went to find deston go fishing =.= and end up he went home first...

while i and kok hing with his gf fishing... the tide isn't right to fish plus it's cold out there...

so didn't expect much...

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14 Nov 09
went out with old friends~! play basket ball and at night cycle to look for deston...

OMG~ mr alfres got GF liaoz!!! i feel myself so hopeless once again...

it's my fault right? For not accepting all short relationships LOLz...

I'm not fancy of going into a relationship that can't last long till the death i see... too chim? haha

oh well, went went to find deston and to check out his audi GF? hahaz... reach home about 3 plus again~

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13 Nov 09, !!!FRIDAY!!!

Camp at home, doesn't want to go out having a bad day... but it's still struck on me as usual...

got my toes hit by the door >.<

Let me look after and take care of you...

Feeling tired...

Woot... for yesterday won't be much in this post... i'm getting busy or lazy? lol~ i wonder...

today doesn't do much stuff because overslept way too much till 2pm plus lolz... so didn't attend any class... sticking my face on the computer trying to find some guitar website to learn

Yesterday had a bad day with the DM... how "DOOO" he was having a childish mindset... dinner with Y.Sis at Mac treating her the meal...

Went home soon after the meals and out again with both sis to SSC... E.Sis need to buy a speaker for her company which opens a new shop... then went shopping at Daiso with them... and i brought 2 snacks >.< went home slack all the way till 3am then sleep :|

Big problems, small problem always exist.
Either one way or the other doesn't work,
There is always a way around or under it.
In life, we got to BET something which we believed in...


I wasn't afraid of anything was just a lie, because I'm always afraid of losing her...


Anybody would've asked why i loved her,
But the answer doesn't come from myself,
Or even it was from the friends or families.
Under the Stars, Moon, Sun and Universal,
There is one soul that would answer to her

"YOU were always inside me..."


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When you think you had enough for this life,
hang on, don't let yourself go, everybody cries.
Sometimes everything seems very wrong for you.
If you feel like letting go of all the suffering pain,
Hang on, don't let yourself go, everybody hurts.
Sometimes every friend isn't there for you.
But just call me, i'll always reach you,
no matter where, when or how,
cause i'll always be there.
you always had me,
Loving you
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All I Wanted Was Your Love...

OMG friday 13th... the date i always get something realtime bad luck...

can't forget the day i got my finger smashed... and lots more from friday 13th... it's always stick bad luck to me even when i stay at home... the door slam and hit my toes >.<

anyway today overslept and late for school... as usual i guess... play dota in class LOLz...

didn't play much games since the day i went NS... even now doesn't have the feeling to play game... and i decided not to buy L4D 2... because i also wont be playing much...

my life till age of 21 i earned $40K and already spent $17K on games... it was really a shock when i calculate... well, of cause the rest went on travel, food and friends... I better resist myself spending money on friends like treating them... LOLz... i guess i spent at least 10K with treats on friends and family?

Well, don't expect me playing game so hardcore till scolding and cursing... no point because it's just a game... Win & Lose were just the matter of fun...

went home after school and met Xin Li!!! OMG, didn't seen her since primary school and yet she still remember my looks! god darn me... my face doesn't change at all? LoLz... exchanged our numbers on the bus... hope more lost contacted friends would meet up soon...

From primary class 1H -> 2H -> 3A1 -> 4A8 -> 5B -> 6C1... hope i would find them all ^^ yep i'm from Em1 drop to Em3 LOLz... don't ask me why, because my answer would be "i live my way..."

reach home slack till 7.30pm then start working on RFID project... lolz... kinda of a choppy work eh? lolz... finish it at 9.18pm! hahax...

Chat with few people especially LJR and Fang... Fang i hope you could be yourself even with him... don't need to think so much about saying wrong at the wrong time... sometime it isn't really going to be bad... Good luck ^^

Finish RFID still got to do individual project... and i had no mood to do that already... wondering lots of stuff lolz...

okay stopping here for the night... i wonder how would i pass the next week... gotta been miss her badly...

Respect, Trust, Believe and being Honest was what i give to my other half...
Don't question it...


I won't appear to an uninvited event again... It's seems i'm being extra no matter what...


Life matters most to me was only the love from the one I loved...
It matter so much to me that nothing could compare with her...

Should i be gone?

WOW~ didn't post for 2 days... well old format~ oldest to newest again!

Today skipped lesson... doesn't feel right to be there lately...

went home going out with sister and Dad for lunch?

after meals went to guitar shop buy the stuff i needed to repair the guitar...

went home and settle the scores with the guitar :x took me an hour...

then start doing the project after finishing tuning it...

fell asleep during working on projects... darn old feeling now... soon will be called as grand uncle... yet i'm still not married lolz... not even a GF... it sucks my age like getting old...

Last week to sign... should i quit school?

maybe not... the contact doesn't looks appealing to me... neither it's job scope...

Got this with the guitar at cousin house... Woot... but i prefer a piano...
Finish Fixing it... wasted an hour doing all that...
Unstrung all repair the spoiled parts...
30+ years old guitar ^^ from my dad~
Skipped 4pm lesson eat out with Father and Sister LoLz...


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8 Nov 2009
Grandma anniversary...
went to cousin house to gather... eating there and went Jurong Point shopping lolz...

well, after that went to Mun kian Kor house to have a look at his new house... not very much things in there but it's pretty great~

Brought back the guitar that's from malaysia to singapore... pretty old but just need some fixing from me :P

and something to add... I BATHED 6TIMES IN 2DAYS!!! heck me i didn't notice until the next day!

CPU of his TV!!!
The Master remote for the TV
The full set of the new technology TV!
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7 Nov 2009
Ah... forgot what i did in the morning... but anyway still i went out...

went cleaning my bicycle because just feel like doing it...

then went out night cycling...

oh ya didn't ate the whole day yet i didn't felt hungry... doesn't had the mood to eat...

then slack at yishun dam and a car went rampage there...

didn't want to be the witness so went to find deston...

was a little shaken to see a new couple that night lolz... well, didn't expect it but it's the facts now... LOLz! wishing them Good luck and everlasting~

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that's all for the whole post... my junk feelings now...

Feeling there's 2 side of me now... Between Quiet and entertainer?
dead quiet in school darn noisy in public...

i don't know what wrong in school... even if i want to find it out who would say?

all they see my image as a boring guy so i am... i wonder was i that boring? lolz... joke...

Think of who i am, what i am, then i'll be it no matter what you see...
See me as an Ass hole then you would see me as one no matter what i do...
See me as a close friend and things i do always would be a nothing much as friend...
You can hate me, but don't wish things would turn out fine from me...

Can't change the past can we? i don't want to promise anything...
Neither would i give people of my trust, they took for granted...
Nor i would believe what people said and it's all fakes and lies...
Either did they need my companies or a listening from them...
Non was in my reach whenever i need someone to be with...

Call me Kor~ and paired as couple and off with no news...
Came back to me having me to hear out the problems...
Solve it for them in reach, and off with no news again...
I need a break, I need someone and I needed LOVE...
Not anyone to be or whatever, but just plain LOVE...

I didn't wish to be here as the matter of fact, I'm here, just let me live my way...


My life is always about something and something that's always all about You...


Dancing all around my life up's and down's where only You who could do that...