hi readers... yep i got update my music finally... aww tomorrow got to go for work already... anyway didn't mind because nothing much to do... just waiting for next week Cousin outing... i wonder how many unexpected people who have bfgf rs. already found out 2 of them! i was not informed or told by them... so sad... LOH SIM YEE! CHAN YUAN TUCK! LOL! anyway did the subbing for the song i choose... might have mistake if anyone know? took me so long to complete it =.= okay off to play little games then to sleep already... hope i wont die on sunday at taka... 1 hour was like a whole day there... stopping here now FULL STOP.


Scandal - shouju s


sakki made to itteru koto chigau janai
[isn't what you're saying now differnt from before?]
chotto dake sugao miseta keredo
[i'm showing just a little bit of my true self]
zutto iraira iraira shite wa
[It's been bothering me so much]
atashi o mono mitai ni atsukatte
[the way you treated me like a thing]
sakki made to itteru koto chigau ja nai
[isn't what you're saying now differnt from before?]

dareka no sei ni shite wa nigekakure shiteru hibi
[It's someone's fault that i'm running away and hiding everyday]
ate ni naranai wa I'm sorry toriaezu sayonara
[i can't rely on anything, i'm sorry,buy goodbye for now]

anata ga inai to iya iya tte ieru wagamama
[it'd be selfish of me to say i didn't want you to go]
(zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni)
([i don't want you to go away, iwon't get rid of you])
aijou? yuujou? shiritai koto wa nandemo
[love or friendship? i just want to know]
(aimai sugite wakaranai yo)
([it's so vague, i just don't get it])
itsuka kokoro no oku no doa o tataku anata o matteiru
[the door to my heart is waiting for you to knock it down]

sakki kara jibun no koto bakkari janai
[haven't you been just talking about yourself lately?]
chotto gurai kizutsuite mitara?
[how about you get hurt a little bit?]

sou yatte yasashii kotoba de gomakasanaide
[don't trick me with nice words like that]
shinjirarenai wa kakkotsukenaide yo
[i don't believe you, don't try and look so cool]

nannen tatte mo itsu ni natte mo yamenaide
[No matter how many years it takes, DON'T GIVE UP]

atashi ga inai to dame dame tte ikisu na kimi
[you're saying that you need me here]
(motto hoshigatte yo tsuyogaranaide)
([want it a bit more, don't be so tough])
ai no zanzou yumemiru shoujo esukeepu
[a girl escapes to dream of remnants of love]
(tsukamattari nigekittari)
([i want to get caught, i want to get away])
itsuka kokoro no kagi o kowasu you na...
[someday the key to my heart will break...]

anata ga inai to iya iya tte ieru wagamama
[it'd be selfish of me to say i didn't want you to go]
(zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni)
([i don't want you to go away, iwon't get rid of you])
aijou? yuujou? shiritai koto wa nandemo
[love or friendship? i just want to know]
(aimai sugite wakaranai yo)
([it's so vague, i just don't get it])
itsuka kokoro no oku o daitekureru anata o matteiru
[the door to my heart is waiting for you to knock it down]

hoka ni wa nanimo iranai ya iya iya iya
[i don't need anything else]
ashita mo shinjiteitai iya iya iya iya iya iya
[i just want to believe in tomorrow]

Wondering of what?

hi readers... trying to find a suiting music for my mood but i don't even know what mood i'm in now >.< it's just too confusing for me too complicate to solve it... aww so i guess i'll have to just replace and music... i don't want to think so hard for what am i thinking or feeling... but one thing i was sure of... i'm still waiting, at the same place, same spot and same me... i had forgot why must i wait but i'm sure of what i'm waiting for was worth it... i might lost my sense but not my sanity as me... hai yo don't know what i was going to write... well, human wasn't perfect and so is they have their own thoughts... learn to accept them as who they were but don't hurt them... they also does have feelings... i wasn't perfect, i was greedy to start with... i wanted to be love, wanted a chance because i didn't want to be alone... i wanted someone who belongs to me... what are friends? gan mei? or even buddy? they can't be there for you forever... they said they wont leave you even though thy have their partners? it's just a matter of time... i'm so sick of that line, i've heard it so many times but all was just said to make me feel better? anyway i wanted so much i also would give but i don't know... maybe i would give her whatever i could to be her best boyfriend~ i would gave her my all... maybe it's not enough but i could only love her with my little cells even a soul ;P i'll stop here and off to sleep... good night...

Staying up to read NWT but not study!

Kira Satome, birthday date : 24
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Your Life

You are very optimistic and that`s why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You`ll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out.

Your Love

Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can`t really get over Your Love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.

Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than may have shown in your life path. You may also become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations. Devoted to family and friends, you tend to manage and protect. This birth date adds to the emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities. Affections are important to you -both the giving and the receiving.


hi readers~ didn't update because wasn't having anything in my mind to write... hmm this was from FB and i think it's quite true... i'm too optimistic but i don't really enjoy my life that much now... humans are the cause of making life more and more complicated... i could be trusted and yea... all would find me when they really had problems and sorry due to the current "me" i would push it all away... i don't wish to waste all my time helping each and every problem that could be solve by the individual... but still you could speak the heart out with me... speaking of my love? aww give me a brain wash machine please... as it says i couldn't forget my loves one from past )= and something to mention! i'm neither charming nor romantic... sweet couple? maybe? because can't deny it LOL! i fall in love just because i want to be in love? maybe?! and not like that person? LOL! tricky but i wouldn't be that... if i don't like that person but she does, i would maybe if she way too crazy over me -.= as because i don't see hate or dislikes in anyone or even nobody at all... responsibility ar... it weight so much i'm about to give away by it... and giving a helping hand wasn't that hard guys! you all could do it too! not always me people like us... and YES! i'm devoted to family and friends... but to the top, my partner in life would always be the first... to the extend my life is just after family... nothing would be more important that family and above to me... if ever money is important it's always related to studies and above...


Partner
Family
Life
Cousin
Mei's
Buddies
Studies
My Dreams (secret ^^)
Work
Time
Money

exam coming soon~ (edited 11:01PM)

so sorry didn't post anything for the pass few days~ well the visits are getting lesser anyway... exam is coming up and yet i'm still fooling around LOL~ as promise to all for putting anew song every 3 day... hope all of you would like it because those are song that flow my feelings for the day... yep i'm so sick, so sick of love song... if there's a memory ease machine, i would like to use it... forgetting all of whom i loved... just to make myself feel better inside... because i'm stubborn inside of me... not letting go of those i love... yea, i'm saying those 3... way too hard to forget and irreplaceable... i tried and it still would come back soon... work till no time, play game where there's no day or night, organize gathering event for all friends and even went out with those who loved me so much... and yet i can't... hope one day something might just hit my head and forget everything~ anyway now having a weight from both... School and ISC... well school is more heavier than ISC but lots of people push me for ISC which i don't think it was my goal... money wise? i don't care... still waiting for someone to charge me up... no energy for school or work and speaking of ISC even no energy to go for... stopping here now playing games with JIA YI LOL!

By some random people LOL!
1. How do you and Deston Mah's talents add up?
ZERO!
2. If Jia Yi were to be mistaken for a celebrity, who would it be?

3. Who would be a better superhero sidekick between Yong Xiang and Deston Mah, and why?
Yong Xiang! BAKEMONO!~
4. Do you miss Song Kiat?
Miss those days we had~
5. What's Henry Tay's opinion on cheese?
EewW! can i have more?
6. What do you think about Foo Hui Xin?
Go where? do what? don't know...
7. Do you miss Gerald Tay?
Maybe? maybe not?
8. Who is Lim Wei He's best friend?
Pei Kiat
9. Who does Jim Ming like?
o.O? Hui Ling?
10. Hot Yvvone Goh on Gerald Tay action - Yes/No?
ehhhhh~ no?

Have an open mind!

Things just keep going where i didn't hope it would take place... well still it has happen so just let it be and find another way to see in it... it looks bad but i guess it's still isn't as bad as it look... i'm twisting everything back to how it was suppose to be? or i'm making it worst? i'll see the result soon... lately don't have the will's of doing anything much~ just wasting my time on sleeps and staring in the space... having no pushing force, having no energy and having no loved... all which brings me no feeling of doing anything but waiting and waiting for the right one to come... i'm not a person who would build up something meaningless and doesn't even had a reason for it... it means i wont waste a time for something that doesn't related to me or my close ones... so currently there's nothing/nobody who would need me so i'm just wasting time... i wont go after any more girls, it's meaningless for a no response to me... hell with it if no trust was placed on me... die with it if you think i'm acting... i'm plain simple, no secrets, straight forward and only trust it always are to... and simply understands if you are to tell me and explains... i listen and give opinion but i don't suspect and i don't quarrel... i would use all my means to understand and put trust... that's just a plain simple me...


Lyric of: Happy people

Everybody Stand Up
Minna tatakattenda
Naishin wa fuan da demo
Keep Your Head Right Up
To tha Sky

Donna toki mo (Oh Yeah!)
Doko ni ite mo (Oh Yeah!)
Just Call me anytime (Oh Yeah!)
CHIKARA ni naru yo

Happypeople's In The House
TAFUna egao de
Happypeople's In The House
Ikite yuku no sa

Ki ni sunna My Brother
Kimi rashikute iin da
Naitatte My Sister
Mata waraeba iin da

Shinkokyuu shite (Oh Yeah!)
Yorimichi shite (Oh Yeah!)
It's All In Your Mind (Oh Yeah!)
Kaze ni fukarete

Happypeople's In The House
RAFUna yasashisa de
Happypeople's In The House
Choudo ii kara
Happypeople's In The House
Naite waratte
Happypeople's In The House
Motto tooku e

CHIKARA ni naru yo
Happypeople's In The House
TAFUna egao de
Happypeople's In The House
Ikite yuku no sa
Happypeople's In The House
"Hitori ja nai" tte
Happypeople's In The House
KIMI ga waratta