Friday, July 31, 2009

At deston house~

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My thoughts?
if you're just a passer-by giving comments that what you've seen from i would delete it... the cause was because they didn't know much and gave judge... let out the facts of knowing anything from the truth behind...

My Feelings?
MISS _____ ... MSSING DAMN Much!

30 July 2009
today woke up at 7am but didn't intend to go to school... so play a little of FB... after playing start doing my counting for the stock take price... damn tired of pressing numbers and numbers... luckily have plurk to company me or give me short breaks? well didn't have breakfast and lunch till 1.55pm decide to have my lunch because the paper work is short of getting endless... well, after having maggie mee went back to do the work... finish it in the end! was already 3 going 4pm... so have to quickly pack my bag... gonna stay at deston house tonight helping him for his chalet... after packing went down to take bus 965... at first i miss a bus but the second bus didn't stop even i waved my hand way before it reaches... was damn pissed, so took a cab instead... the taxi driver don't know how to get to block 231... so drop off and walk to deston home... carrying such a bag walking around like >.< (maybe i shall take a photo with deston phone...) reach his house first! his friend came in soon and msg jian hua to take the ice box from him... because that previous bbq i forgot to take down from the cab LOL~ well he joined us to the mall as we're going there to buy chicken wing... deston and his friend bring along a market trolley and non of them want to have it with them... anyway walk to mall and brought bubble tea! chocolate ice blend! went to meet jian hua while deston buy for me... after they came up we went to NTUC shopping... after that all go deston house LOL... watched nania the movie while the chicken is put for defroze... we test out which taste was better and the result is out... 3 kind of chicken marinate... we shall see which is the best on the day itself... des' bestie do the marinate then wee kiat... after they're done they went home and jian hua with ervin too... left me alone at his house doing the marinating... and after that here i am posting blog LOL... wont be updating for few days... but rest assure, i would have it all posted when i'm free... okay going off to sleep now...

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

my words for you... (edited)

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To Xin:
i know you've been reading here... i didn't want to post anything about you... but i have no where to talk with you or you wont listen either? anyway, this post here would only be about you because i read your blog and felt that i want you to know... so i'm leaving the chance to you, if you want to read it or ignore it... i'm starting at the next paragraph...

lots of parents doesn't really know how to put words when they talk with their kids... she said that interest could be improve, actually she's trying to tell you to find the interest about this course... and because the school started not long so you might not seen the interest of it... also she doesn't want you to waste another year for another course because alot people stepped into society and wouldn't go back to study... yes! all parents see their child as kids no matter the age are, because no matter what we gone through they're still ahead of you and they will always be... they didn't want you to regret after making wrong decisions... although they may have not feel you but they could see part of the picture and trying to have you choose a better path... cannot say much more here... the blog is limited... i don't know if you have read to the end or not... and i don't know it might help you understand... but all i could say is, us being the person of no child couldn't understand the person who is a parent of a child... a child could be rebellious when they seek freedom but freedom always cost something... a parent could control their child but would have conflict and disagreement but still their heart is the first to be soften, because nothing could be more important than their own blood and flesh...

My Thoughts?
even i doesn't stand any place in you i would still be there whenever you call... although i don't say it out or write it out, inside me there will always be a place for you to put things... my room is big enough for anything you want to put it and it's only meant for you... just give me a msg or call i'll be there to listen for your worries, problems, troubles or anything... i would just be there...

My Feeling? [unknown by the current self...]
i don't know where i should stand... neither at the any where my view is i still can't get the picture of the whole universe... it's too wide too tall and it's 780 degree... no matter where i turn it's still the universe... endless and no where to be at... feeling empty and lonely? only place i can get to is where the one who look for me and miss me...

29 July 2009
HI~ today post early because there is a purpose for it... today woke up at 8am but wasn't feeling well to go school so took my time slowly prepare for school... reach school around 10am lol... was dozing off in bus again... can't help it for this few days... reach the class saw Soh was teaching? don't know why but i rather he teach us than Suen... listen to his lectures but didn't really do the job he told us to... didn't intend to do at home either due to work... the lesson was extended due to his lecture and all of us felt hungry... they decided to go tampines for lunch so i just follow... don't feel like giving suggestions or recommend nowadays... went up the bus but xiang nv board it with us because his waiting for his friend... so we waited for him at the interchange and decided to have KFC for lunch? went to the KFC after awhile deston came... i had a very full meal today because have to work later on~ and had to go home for dinner? after meals some already decide not to go back for the next lesson... because Suen is the one teaching for the next lesson... went to tampines mall because xin want to buy a note book? and deston want to find what his bestie brought for him... look around in Tampines mall xin didn't find what she wanted and deston went around guessing all possible things... but to me all his guessing wasn't really practical or possible to what they've gave the clue for him... after walking went to tampines 1 to walk a little more? xin brought her note book there... then we walk out of Tampines 1 playing open numbers to decide if we're going back to school? infact i can feel non of them wanted to... just being force by the attendance? whatever it is, for the next sem. i guess i would rush my studies but not this sem. lor... but i guess i have to revise soon after deston chalet... hmm, took train with mei and ervin... was very sleepy in train also... fell asleep soon after lending my psp to ervin... went off at orchard and to tangs plaza... was very confuse at the stuff i had to check on... because i didn't work in tangs before... started counting the stock at 3.30pm and finish all at 4.50pm... went to isetan to double check the stuff again and linda came looking for me... after i finish went to gelina counter and she flirt with linda LOL... BTH gelina, always so les. with promoter or friends there... went to ion orchard with linda and train home... walk home as usual, ate my dinner and blogged soon after... okay i'm stopping here le... thanks for reading...

I Really Want You!

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My Thoughts?
not writing~ sleeping early :P

My Feelings? [being a kid, tired and needs love...]
want to always be a kid... but still i've grown up... having experience through life and never want to make the same mistake in life... very tired being so dependable... i need some love... someone to care for me...

28 July 2009
today woke up around 8am but didn't feel like going... so play FB! haha... today feel like being a little kid playing all kind of games... and even irritate some friend in msn~ LOL... called deston to wake him up... because today feeling like got few people didn't went for school that why i also never go =.= woke deston up and went to prepare... all the way to school was sleeping even standing >.< lao mao bing... and i forgot to do the paper work for last night stock take... anyway will do it tomorrow at work ba~ or maybe in class when i'm bored? wait for deston at cafe 1... actually we took the same bus to school and i didn't even notice... because i was sleeping LOL... we went to cafe 2 to find DA groupies... have lunch with deston only because they had theirs already... jian hua today damn high... sing tao zhe song while we eating LOL... then jia yi also sing... almost made deston and me throw out our food! LOL... okay after meals went to NWT lesson... Suen was giving lecture while i surf friends blog because his teaching was always not prepared and giving examples that doesn't really match to what he teach... i see better point in study it myself than listen to him confusing us further more... started to fall asleep after being told by him to off the lappy... after lesson went to locker... lol~ looking at deston fooling with jia yi... after that left me and deston... he couldn't find his recipe for the book he order and he paid for it =.= see him so kan jong over a recipe but won't solve the problem even if he kan jong... how to look for a piece of paper when you've walked a long distance plus the wind is blowing strongly... see him kan jong for a $8 book but don't see him feel the $11 for a pack of smoke... anyway company him going up and down the school... then finally he gave up... so we went to RCT lesson... today we're doing wireless feq. reading! finally all my interesting subject is coming~ was playing the antenna like small kids LOL... irritated jian hua while he was doing the work... anyway stopped soon after he angry LOL... slack throughout the lesson listen to yi and des talk... then teach des about the lesson after xin... after that we pack up prepare to go off... after lesson thought they would go for dinner... but they didn't so headed to bus stop... fell asleep in bus again... just too tired working after school... reach isetan at 6.10pm... start working at 6.20pm di li da li my way through work because still haven't wake up from sleeping in train again... Aww miss my 4th wife... finish my stock take and pack up the area... then suddenly heard my counter got something broken... a kid broke it... luckily the parents willing to pay without confronting with us... that small thing cost $51.60 LOL... damn expensive right? anyway pack the broken glass for the customer and went back to pack up... before going off my dear malay auntie promoter met a chinese customer who speak chinese mostly and english that i couldn't even understand much >.< acting high class also... haiz... in the end waste 15 mins of my time making translation... quickly punch my card at 8.29pm and off to home with empty stomach... mom cook for me so die also must go home eat LOL~ walk home after Mrt-ed... went jogging home instead of walking =.= want go home rest early... found a suitable music for my taste... okay stopping here le... good night readers...

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I would be her best... i will do it!

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My Thoughts?
To be love someone you must accept her even of her changes... not only changes but even her imperfection...

Add-on?
i wouldn't die for my girl, for her reasons but i would die protecting her... i won't help her if she say she could do it, because i trust her that she could... if she couldn't, i believe she know whom to reach for...

My Feelings? [Tired but happy! a little wondering about "..."]
Due to work of course tired... happy to be there? LOL... thinking too much maybe? brain juice drying up soon >.<

My kind of Girl?
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking? [no...]
2. Smart? [no...]
3. Preferred age? [not over my age ba...]
4. Preferred height? [not over my height...]
5. How about sense of humor? [not really a need...]
6. How about piercings? [does it matter?]
7. Accepts you for who you are? [yes...]
8. Pink hair? [doesn't matter...]
9. Mushy or no? [maybe?]
10. Thin or fat? [not a 2 month hahaz... i mean not too fat...]
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)? [chinese?]
12. Long hair or short hair? [doesn't matter]
13. Plastic or metal? [huh? doesn't matter ba...]
14. Smells good? [hmm, no bad smell will do...]
15. Smoker? [NO WAY~]
16. Drinker? [doesn't matter... but not a heavy drinker...]
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type? [doesn't matter]
18. Muscular? [DUH!]
19. Plays piano? [doesn't matter]
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar? [doesn't matter]
21. Plays violin? [doesn't matter]
22. Sings very good? [doesn't matter]
23. Vain? [doesn't matter]
24. With glasses? [doesn't matter]
25. With braces? [doesn't matter]
26. Shy type? [doesn't matter]
27. Rebel or good boy/girl? [doesn't matter]
28. Active or passive? [doesn't matter]
29. Tight or bomb? [doesn't matter]
30. Singer or dancer? [doesn't matter]
31. Stunner? [doesn't matter... got more stunning than me?]
32. Hiphop? [doesn't matter]
33. Earrings? [doesn't matter]
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop? [only if she's really into me...]
35. Dimples? [doesn't matter]
36. Bookworm? [doesn't matter]
37. Mr/Ms. love letter? [doesn't matter]
38. Playful? [hmm... maybe?]
39. Flirt? [flirt? maybe can... because i trust her]
40. Poem writer? [doesn't matter]
41. Serious? [when she needs to...]
42. Campus crush? [doesn't matter]
43. Painter? [doesn't matter]
44. Religious? [doesn't matter]
45. Someone who likes to tease people? [doesn't matter]
46. Computer games geek? [doesn't matter]
47. Speaks 20 languages? [wa more stunning than me siar...]
48. Loyal or faithful? [doesn't matter if she loves me...]
49. good kisser [doesn't matter]
50. loves children? [doesn't matter... up to her...]

27 July 2009
today woke up at 10am... just couldn't sleep anymore although i only slept 3 hours... played FB and listen to some new music... trying to find a song that suits my taste for the month? lol... want to change blog song actually... because have lots of friend who preferred english song... but didn't find any song that suits my taste... never go to lunch with jimson and the rest... wanted to rest more at home today... went to school taking my own sweet time and trying to break the darn hard psp game... Need 4 Speed lor~ reach school never wear pass the DM never catch me LOL... went in class saw my fav topic for this course HAHA~ but teacher didn't really go in much into this topic... and was very sleepy due to his mumbling plus not having enough sleep last night... went to break with our group and ate my lunch... wasn't very hungry either... back to class listen to ronney mumbling and mumbling... after lesson went to cafe 1~ jimson was caaught by the DM because he wear other kind of lanyard... i never wore lanyard also never kanna... we carried on walking and i start to wonder off my thoughts about wave forms? reach cafe 1 found out they wasn't walking with me >.< they were waiting for jimson because he was forced to buy school lanyard by DM... LOL~ pathetic siar... after that went cafe 1... mei never go care lesson because she company vin? anyway we di li da li until care lesson... didn't plan to go for care lesson actually... because want to go work early... well hack the work la~ can see someone more than happy of working... never see for 6 days leh... very much misses of course.. anyway today too tired to talk and joke... care lesson was briefly about h1n1... not interested at all and i wont even get it... after lesson deston approach uncle soh asking him about mac address... zzz, can't he just approach me when i was at his house staring at his room walls? after he understand mac address it was like gonna rain heavily... have to wait for jim and xiang because they went toilet... then went off to bus stop... then travel alone in mrt falling asleep while standing o.O li hai ba? reach orchard went ion shopping mall to find linda... took the list of stock and help gelina take hers too... plus tangs stock list for wednesday... after that went to isetan hand the list to gelina and chit chat with aunties~ hahaz... start off working at 7.27pm and end at 9.27pm... completed alissi stock check in 2 hours! woot~ and arranged the store within 2 hours! fast lehs?~ went home after that and tried not to stand sleeping... walk home with empty stomach~ mom's cooking yu pian tang... die die also must have that for dinner :q reach home around 10.21pm~ di li dae lea with my computer while mom heat up my dinner... hmm nothing much today... nightiez readers... (pictures below is link to 21 July 2009)
E.sis take my photo when i play with her camera...


i order big but they only come in Jumbo...

Monday, July 27, 2009

Would i be a good bf?

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My Thoughts?
not writing today~ too late >.<

My Feelings? [unsure, lost, wondering thoughts and lonely]
i wonder before but i gave very much consideration and conclude that i still don't know if it's linked to me? just a song and the title don't mean much right? feeling lost from the thinking... but i'm sure i'm not confuse... was wondering about if i ever could be a good bf at work... maybe lack of confidence after so many years without a gf? Whatever~ i have my own way of loving my girl...

26 July 2009
Today woke up at 7am but fall back to sleep again >.< woke up at 9.15am decide to take my time to prepare for work... reach isetan at 10.4am~ was late for 45 mins >.< saw Li Li she never scold me for being late, lucky me... maybe she strike 4D? lol~ anyway there's not much of customer due to the ion shopping mall... so i went about the 3 counter doing little bit of this and that... no cleaning done but only display~ all auntie like my display style haha! then walk about disturbing all promoters including staff in isetan~ just don't want to stop and have my mind going wild or i mean WILDEST! LOL... went for lunch alone because most auntie come after 12noon... haiz, lucky got 1 auntie come company me awhile~ went back to work after meal with no rest because was late in the morning... was so quiet that i walk around chatting with promoters again... suddenly 2 girl promoter from the toy side came up behind my back and join in our talk? lol... after awhile Li Li come and ask me if i'm lost? LOL~ because i wasn't near to any of my counter there >.< well never scold be also... then got 1 auntie jealous of me that Li Li always never scold me =.= anyway i always wander off only when no customer around my counter 5m radius... after Li Li went off i went back to chat... and the group grew bigger >.< ever seen a shelf with 8 promoters? LOL~ found out that a promoter also study at Simei ITE... we'll see in school? split up after we spotted a manager patroling... sale was alright due to the low flow of customer today... had dinner with Nanda, Roger and Joel at fifth level... it was totaly packed but manage to grab a table... had a chit chat session and tried to make their conversation more funny with my north pole wind~ haha... anyway it worked and we went back soon after... nothing much happen after dinner... only a funny customer who look at a knife for 10mins... staring at the knife? lolz... before going off home found out that 1 of my display block set of knifes is missing! couldn't be stolen due to it's size... but there are new stock just beside it why a customer would take my display set? Wakanae... went home with Nanda, Roger and a staff~ and walk back home as always... okay, stopping here le... good night readers!