BAD, GOOD? which you preferred?

LOLz... some lame stuff as a start ba~

Videos of MR.DENNY AGAIN!
Part 1

Part 2


Oh ya~! still learning Cannon in D... the first song that i would ever want to play in this life...
although i've only learn one sixth of the part i'm glad that it took me 2 hour to remember...
Hmm... although slow at playing but well~ not that easy for a start right? lolz...


Shet man~ being good person is hard, and bad person gains it all...
helping behind, solving every matters and what i get was misunderstanding...
i'm enough with it now... and being a bad person maybe easier...

seriously, i didn't know what struck on this couple... since when would i break up mei's relationship with a friend... she's hurt, i as a brother go company her became wooing her? WTF! SHET man~ if you don't trust me don't ask me help you, since you think i would love my own mei's =.=

Darn angry when guys hurt girls and push the blame to others... Why can't they just admit they're wrong and apologize... if that's so wouldn't even need me to hear both side of the stories... and i would NEVER love my MEI's! NEVER!!! only care!!!

Cheese Burger with your thinking dude... i wouldn't accept them as mei's if i would have love them! not even would love them after accepting... And i do not have such dirty thoughts like you do! SHET at your toilet and think LA~!


This theory was right about girls...
Bad guys leave girls hurt then~
Good guys company hurt girls...
Girl recovered and left good guys
go back to bad guys again =.=


What's with those bad guys? girls like to be dumped?
so tired of thinking about this human riddle... i'm off to sleep soon~

They just want cool or rich guys... I'm not any of those D:

Girls can never see how much a guy really love and care for her... T-T

Nov 25
Slept till 2pm=.= nothing to do at home so keep drawing and making more poems... and also watch some stupid shows on PPS...

SMS des to play basketball again but he not free because going to watch movie =.= how sianz...


HOW LONELY again today...

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Nov 24
quite okay today and planned to go SK again for a basketball game... rushed home and rush to des house~! this time ask him wait for me to reach LOLz...

Li Jia at his house when i reached... they eat dinner while i chat with on msn...

after their meals we go send Jia to a bus stop and collect basketball from kok hing house lolz... and i left our drink at Jia's bag LOLZ... went back to get her ar the bus stop...

today specially play with my right hand only... left hand middle finger can't feel much when throwing... even dribbling the ball with left hand sucks... at least i could use my left for passing =.=

go des house adjust his bicycle brake and chat all hours long until never go home to sleep early... went to eat and La kopi at usual place... still forget that i didn't have dinner at all =.= went home after sending him to his block... 3am go home alone again...

HOW LONELY on the way home again...

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Nov 23
Went cycling to SK looking for this Des that never pick up phone nor sms me where he was as we planned to have a basketball game... end up cycling around his area wait and wait for him=.=

when he pick my call he already finish the game WTF sia... slack at his house then go La kopi as usual... then went to his house slack and use his computer while he talk on the phone until he sleep...
and i cycle home around 3.30am...

HOW LONELY on the way home...

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人各是否不会改变？人心是否不会改变？
后悔也因为没去做。机会来到也没保握。
人各和人心都会变，后悔和机会一定有。
爱上你就是不会变，世界就只有你一个。
天大地大我只爱你，天崖海角我都跟你。



不说不讲当然不知，不看不听当然不懂。
我不知因为你没说，你不懂因为你没看。
请让我做你的依靠，第一时间在你身边。
请你看着我的真心，第一位子在我心中。



无聊是因为没人陪，孤单是因为没爱人。
陪伴你的是个朋友，爱着你的是个傻瓜。
朋友会离别的一天，爱人会陪伴你不离。
朋友谁也都能当上，爱人只有独一无二。
因为我不能失去你，因为我爱唯一的你。
不当你大哥或朋友，我愿意当那个傻瓜。

Incompetency in life...

Today was okay... morning went for GYM as unexpected because not much people turn up in the morning... Especially someone who sleeps like a log although sleeping much more eariler than me =.=

So tired after a long day today... but i don't think i would be staying at home?! going that Mr. sleeping log there play basketball or slack about?

I don't want to be at home~ so boring with computer and me :x at least company friends than something which has no life at all LOLz...

Company a GF everyday wouldn't boring! hahaz... talk as if i got siea...

Miss. Fang broke up so soon when i didn't even heard of her going into relationship?!?! i've only heard she broke up but didn't know who that guy was :/ anyway company and chat with her till 8pm~

now blog finish then rush of SK slack slack & still slack...

Sacrifice wasn't a bad thing when it help's people around you,
Two word of "thank you" would brighten the sacrificed one...
The word of Friend came out from being kind to each other...
The word of Hatred came out from unappreciated kindness...
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Love was in me but it's incomplete.
If there's just a touch from a certain
Furious love would be awaken from,
Everything would be changed in LIFE.


I didn't want to be chosen when there's no choice left,
I want to be chosen as whom I was from the choices.
I don't want to be a spare tire to replace the missing,
I want to be the spot where nothing was there before.
I don't fill the holes where other people left it out,
I only fill the hole that is only meant for me.


It wasn't a chance, a choice, a decision or a gift granted for you...
It was meant to be there just for you take it or...
JUST GO TAKE IT!!! #%^*&$!@

The count of 11days...

Helloz~! back once again spamming all in a post again :D so many to update~


20 Nov
Ah well... didn't do much today too... watching shows and play ECO with JH because he wan to level his ranger so helped him...

dad brought crab for dinner and mom came home making black pepper crab...

because E.sis said she misses it... OMG~ she very happy lolz... but i had ulcer... :l

anyway just ate it lor... give face right? lolz...

Sian-ed by 2 sms... all my saturday event canceled...

at night went to deston house to fix his computer...

cycling there so slow because the floor is wet! didn't wan the sand and water to fly onto me...

li jia and wee kiat were at his house too... just when i reach they were too... deston double called for help =.= he called wee kiat and me to fix his computer... Wa lao eh~! cannot like that lea... hahaz...

anyway i do the job... while waiting for the installing i and des went to drink and he called kok hing... then des father came too...

my bicycle back wheel spoil :( deston that pig too heavy liao la?! lolz... actually i've expected that it would spoil but didn't know when it would happen...

went back to his home he and KH check my bicycle... i check with his computer... everything was fine untill 5am plus... his window suddenly crashed!!! OMG~!

I rushed to reformat again then... end up staying up the whole night...

anyway fix the sound for him and went home about 9.15am... reached home and totally feel like falling on bed... so took a quick shower...

lucky JH going grandma house so i wasn't needed to train his ranger :D so i slept till 2 plus~! :x

Sorry girl...

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19 Nov
Went to school today... because i stood up for the night =.=

oh well, class was that bored as usual because doing things i've done at my ni-tech days...

and a great day of cause! because we don't have HP classes~ Teacher got meeting...

so went out with yvonne, ervin and jun long to Sing Sing haha~

talked about chalet thingy on bus and i can't forget that they mistook my (8 9 dian) as (Pua chu cheng) =.=

went home after the event and play ECO with JH again... like a no life in me anymore...

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18 Nov
Once again didn't turn up for class... unable to sleep at night and well~ woke up again around mid noon...

JH didn't go to school so play ECO with him again...

hmm... nothing much for the day also... didn't have the mood to go out having fun...

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17 Nov
Didn't go to school because feeling not right for school... also due to not sleeping well at night too : (

causing me to wake up at the mid noon~ an unusual day man! because whole family at home expect for mom...

and so we went out to eat lunch together :D

after meals walk around shop shop and talk sh!t lol...

evening came and play ECO with JH...

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Time had been longer than it is, when missing somebody...
I would never want to feel like that ever again....
My heart beats without a momentum...
Everything seems so wrong...


As long as you love me
No matter who you are
No matter what you did
No matter how you look
I will love you 2times the cells in the space


Sorry for the time I couldn't be with you...
Sorry for every mistake that I had made...
What would happen without the mistake?

Missing someone were a very painful time to pass...

Oh My~ so busy out on the weekends didn't have time to post... lolz... same old style again...

Starting with some old pictures lolz...

Toughest exercise of all - Exercise Iron bed... lolz...

The day of ORD the last of the photo taken...
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16 Nov 09
Stayed up whole night because i wanted to be in school today...

well, i also didn't get to see her before her trip to genting... i'm feeling upside down opposite around...

disappointed again... it'd would be 8 days by the count till coming friday... and it'd would be 11 days if friday didn't turn up... :(

it'll makes me feel so uneasy inside... unable to sleep tonight writing blog here listening to music... haiz...

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15 Nov 09
Spent till afternoon looking for things to do~! end up finding more old friends hahaz...

maybe just missing them and they miss me too? lolz...

at night went to find deston go fishing =.= and end up he went home first...

while i and kok hing with his gf fishing... the tide isn't right to fish plus it's cold out there...

so didn't expect much...

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14 Nov 09
went out with old friends~! play basket ball and at night cycle to look for deston...

OMG~ mr alfres got GF liaoz!!! i feel myself so hopeless once again...

it's my fault right? For not accepting all short relationships LOLz...

I'm not fancy of going into a relationship that can't last long till the death i see... too chim? haha

oh well, went went to find deston and to check out his audi GF? hahaz... reach home about 3 plus again~

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13 Nov 09, !!!FRIDAY!!!

Camp at home, doesn't want to go out having a bad day... but it's still struck on me as usual...

got my toes hit by the door >.<

Let me look after and take care of you...