Should i start?

My Thoughts?
my love to a girl wasn't giving her the best but i love her by giving her what i think the best for her... i wont give her words of mine but opinion of what's the difference from the path she choose... no matter what she choose she would have my support and i would accept what she became of...

Add-on?
Anata Ga Inai To Iyaiyatte Ieru Wagamama

My Feelings? (confuse and unsure...)
i couldn't get it... just could even figure it out no matter how hard i think... it's Me or Him? haiz... whatever~ i just felt unstable inside... maybe i'm sick or thinking too much...

3 August 2009
8am woke up by my phone dropping on the floor >.< seriously i have to get a new phone... couldn't sleep anymore so play FB~ end up chatting with oversea friend LOL! (wish you guys get great results... do find me when you guys are coming back!) ate my bee hoon brought by mom last night as breakfast LOL... went back to play FB after lunch and decide to watch old movie by chow xin xin XD it end at 12.45pm then start preparing for school although i know i'm going to be late just go lor personal reason also... took the bus that was SO empty... i just love afternoon class LOL... reach Tam. interchange jia yi msg me say no one from their group is there =.= okay didn't msg her i was going too LOL... reach class they were right there already... today lesson was abit confusing for me? because my previous school didn't go in that much about antenna... so had my focus on the lesson today! was getting bored by ronney style of teaching... break time slack in class not going for lunch... after class went to cafe 2 for lunch... wanted to have Tori Karage but don't have le T.T anyway had the usual set... after meals went up for care lesson... xin went also although she said in plurk she's isn't going... anyway care lesson Soh talk about study linked by his plant theory... wasn't interested at that because it doesn't really matter to me anymore... i was issue to join ISC wondering should i quit school and go for it? my answer came out very soon... i'm not going because i have much more things i wanted to do... then looking at else where wondering lots and lots... after care went to orchard with mei and vin... meet linda giving her my completed monthly stock check list... after that went home alone... while walking way home mikey mei tapped me when my mom called me... chat with her awhile lor... forgot to get her new phone number >.< she also didn't have mine =.= NVM we'll meet up anytime if there's chance ba... reach home fall to sleep while waiting for mom to cook the dinner... woke up had dinner and surf net... doesn't really get into games lately... played l4d with mei and vin after watching TV... stopping here for the day... night readers... have sweet dreams... i hardly have dreams >.< i wish i would have even it's a nightmare...