Anger? hate? Neither...

hihi HI! hahaz... i think i would never be able to hold hate or anger for that long... a day passes and poof~ anger disappear... i'm too much forgiving and understanding? this are which nobody believes that i was... people thoughts are getting more and more complicated? even i forgiven a person, that person would think i was only faking it... i've understand a person feeling , that person would think that i was just trying to be mature... this place is totally gone complicated as days passes... so damn tire of getting someone to understand me... and hope just a girl that would believe whom i really was... well with those hopes i felt lonely again >.< ah arhh~ just want to have a simple life where there's simple love that no lie, secret and objections... so worn out here sleeping more and more hoping the next day would be different... yet it doesn't just happen... require a warm hug and a pat on the back... just to cheer up myself? LOL... can't help myself for that either... can't think of who to blame for the current century we're in... not the girls or the boys, nor what's right and what's wrong... hmm read jia yi poem LOL~ can't understand what she written there... well i thought of something i felt it's lame... it's about how girls judge guy who love them? LOL~

when guys follow them:
stranger => Stalker/Pervert
guys they hate => Stalker
guys friend => friend only
guys they like => he like her
god brother => my brother only ma~
boyfriend => natural...