Haiz... worried?

My Thoughts about Quarrels...
Whenever someone quarrel, they would only throw out what they felt ignoring the other person feelings... therefore they couldn't see the other person points/feeling... why not clam down and think? what has affect the argument? and try to step in the other person feeling and thoughts... and also try letting him/her know what's your feeling and thoughts was... if this can't go right, try let each other cool down a little more... you can't expect a wound to heal up over one night...

My Feeling?
slacking? na~ cannot sit still, cannot go to sleep, don't feel like watching movie/drama and cannot concentrate... feeling worried? or just feeling uneasy... because i felt i'm worthless and untrustworthy... i don't know what to do but just hope that it might work...

20 july 2009
today woke up around 12PM! omg... was a little rushy for me... well going school no matter what... i have something to do today... hope i could get it... reach school being late again =.= well never really attend to the lesson because was talking with jia yi and ervin... soon we have break so went to cafe 2 with vin, von and yi yi... heard of jacky quit school... after meals went back to RCT chatting again but von join in too... they ask lame question which nobody would want to answer... even if i could answer i still felt my answer wasn't the right fact to it... after lesson slack outside the corridor... lazy to move about... having cramps on both leg... maybe because stand too long at work? don't think so >.< stand only ma where will cramp... vin and von never go for care lesson... von mei isn't feeling well? LOL! care lesson soh talk about a bus driver, pregnant lady and a passenger... want to know? ask those who attend care ba~ after lesson went to get what i needed but failed... then went home with jia yi... went bedok MRT because sat the bus to bedok with her... having chats? and she's thinking TOO MUCH... staring at the window don't know what's in her mind... anyway MRT to yishun and walk home as usual... dinner with mom and both sister at home... have my fav. food today... slacking at home? no la... write at my feeling? okay ending post here... hope tomorrow or the day after no school... not feeling well...