Why are you sad girl?

Dec 29 ~Today~
Hmm nothing much today to say but found some show to watch lolz... completed watching it till now~

i wonder if there's any good drama/shows for me now... AhH~ *Daydream*

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Dec 28
slack the whole afternoon~ wanted to get my bao bei bicycle back home so decide to get it at evening but end up cycling at 8pm from tamp~ lolz...

reached Seng Kang went to find deston play basketball LOLz... his cousin came too~ after the game went to pungol for my dinner... so darn hungry~ only brought an apple with me for the long way home... i ate it be4 the game lolz...

meet up with wee kiat and Jun wei over~ have a few chats and they took some photo around with our phone... after which we went to slack off at other place... as i had to go home because going to work tomorrow... so i send Des cousin back...

i broke my necklace halfway through =.= darn it... i hate this feeling...

near deston house ervin called saying got things to give to us... so i went back to meet deston slacking near ervin house... be brought us some keycharm~ lolz... grabbing different colours... and deston got pink! hahaz...

soon we went off sending ervin home and bla bla bla~ alot things happen lolz... skip~

i went home first as the rest went other place to slack off till 5am? so PS have to leave~! because i had work=.=

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Dec 27
All i did was joining alot FB groups and watching TV today lolz~ my ass wont move out of house :x

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Haven't you awake?
Haven't you listen to your self?
Haven't you notice what you really wanted?

I'm waiting, still waiting and now waiting...
Don't let it be too long, please...

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(It goes like my life does...)
If It Kills Me

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

Baby there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It’s a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

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Promise weren't make to break but to fulfill the deals made...


A hug everyday
A kiss everynight
A peck on forehead
It's my blessing and love to you...


I've felt it
I've seen it
I've heard it
I've not gotten it... your love...


Don't suspect yourself, because you were the best...

Be back to update!

Alright~ i'll update soon... because i'm just finding songs now :D

Enjoy this song "TryTryTry" for the time being because i like it lolz...

i'll update as soon as i got home with my baobei lolz... or maybe tomorrow after work...

hope i wont get killed on the way home then hahaz~

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I felt what you needed girl...
I just felt it even you didn't say...

Devotion to Love...

Yesterday rotted at home till 6pm going for Wei Long 21st Birthday! we got him a watch~!

Suppose to start at 6pm but i reach at 7pm LOLz... but i wasn't the last phew~ The last person was also expected as Jun Ming =.= all of us waited for him to lit the cake... SI BEI TUA PAI...

he reach about 8plus sia... I met Xin Li and Wei Sen from primary school friend there LOLz... didn't expect to see them there...

after which start eating again... untill WL cousin went home and left with us only and he was to open the present with us LOLz...

comments on the gift?
WA... Thanks guys (Wei Long)
The box looks better than the watch~! LOLz... (Zhen Hui)
The watch like darn big? (Jun Ming)
You can take the watch to change the stripe if you want... (Hui Ling)
Can i change to a real Gold stripe? (Wei Long)
*HAHaha~* (All)
Can i stun the box from you wei long? (Zhen Hui)
*Diao Zhen Hui* (All)

Lolz... at the corridor chat about each other stuffs... the this Jun Ming gave us some Qian Bian question and also the jokes... The question is so =.= that can win me already... With his jokes we totally admit defeated by giving him entertain laughs... His joke had win all my cold jokes ever since they know me...

after the party we split to each individual events... Zhen Hui go confort two 15 year old xiao mei mei LOLz! SC go home with his GF, HL go watch movie with Denny, Wei Long go pub Drink with his friend and left with me and Jun Ming the joke stunner...

He suggested going fishing and he call so many people yet no one turn up =.= anyway he came to my house for the first time LOLz... the 7th person to come my house ever since...

after the preparing it was 11pm and we bus down to my old house and walk to the Yishun damp... and all he did was complaining like a gu niang =.=

walk all the way to the new bridge fishing and HL with denny came after their movie with supper joining us for a short while lolz... i went to the old bridge to fetch them having to hop on their car getting them there denny almost hit the unseen hump! it's in black =.=

all i can do was making more hooks for them =.= 1 broke after another... it's so tiring for my eyes lolz... and about 2am HL and denny went back... about 3.40am i told JM dun go too low because it's slippery for 2 times yet he still ignore my warning... when i gave the 3rd he slipped and he was lucky i was there to held him back...

his so stupid knowing my warning yet still go there to play =.= clean his wound and went back about 4.15 having to walk to MRT with him and home myself... and we sang song while walking LOLz...

reached home clean my stuff and bathed... fall to sleep right after touching my bed lolz...

today woke up wanna go fetch babe home but WTH raining... so then i'm hungry for lunch... had an apple for lunch lolz... diet after so many food intake from last night...

From the day i born until l now i receive my first Xmas present from E.sis lolz...

went out with E.sister to Novena to look for Y.sis for dinner... having long john silver~ the food SUCKs! can u imagine the chicken is hard to cut and the fries are a taste of oil?!

went home soon after and took photos of my present LOLz...

New hair cut lolz...

From E.sister... 21 year first christmas gift~

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船到桥头自然直?!
I don't believe in this words because it's only the use for lazy people
who doesn't have motivation and not interested in solving troubles...

I only believe with hard work, focus and willpower
you could achieve goals that you wanted badly...

I believe myself on decision i've made...
you're what i've waited so long for...
and you're my perfect~

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Loving you was not just falling for you
But loving you for whatever you are...

Your worst or best of you is what i loved
Your careless and mistakes are cuteness
My love doesn't count the bad or good of you
It's your love that count from start to everything

You're someone whom i see as the best no matter what :D

Exploding soon...

Felt sorry for asking mei and JH question that they didn't know the answer over and over... the question just keep going on and on... couldn't sleep well for days and i just couldn't get the answer nor i could ask it out...

I'm uncontrollable towards my affection on her anymore... I've Pang Seh 2 great best friend just to celebrate chirstmas with her... putting down all events on eve with other friends too...

Just couldn't stop myself any longer... i'm starting to show overly care and concern... i'm afraid soon i would show even more overly care... she would be irritated if i can't stop it... but how could i to stop?

just then while sending mei home yet mind was there at all... just kept going my mind over her... if she would be back home safely...

Love that never ends...

Don't feel like writing anything today but... just felt like writing here now...

not today event but just write to feel better lolz...

YEA~ today my order came already! it's earlier than expected! plus my friend even gave me lots of extra stuff along!

I don't know how i should thank him but i kept saying thank you only... although the day feels moody for me but i find it better whenever just little event that would make me laugh/smile...

Yes, i feel better after getting the order and being disturb by a little boy in train lolz...

if i'm fei fei or whatever nobody will want me D;
nobody want me~ then all my wishes will be wanting you for my life... lolz

although i'm not the one but i'm sure of myself that i would love her more than anyone would!

she'll live long inside being loved by me ^_^

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For the life i've came to now all my wishes is a blank...

Santa... for my life i didn't have wish made... now i have one...

For the gods above~ for all my birthdays i didn't wish one thing...
just 1 will do for the years...

Please grant me 1 moment of her love...