Time to give up...

Well... chosen 3 girls in my life yet i had no result in any... i guess it's time to give up... so tired being of a good guy... and yea~ i'm flirting with ALL girls now! well at least i could feel better this way? i would be back to how i was after finding a girl who really did love me or i'll kept on flirting~ it doesn't make any more difference being a good or bad guy... i'll just be whom ever i felt i wanted to be... maybe being bad is more fun than being so good... no body care if i thought of others, no body cares i did any thing... so from now on i would live how my moods goes~ i wont think of anymore what other feel/think! hate me if you are to, curse me if you like and kill me if you want... my life doesn't belong to think of you guys neither i was here to care... i'll be selfish, i'll be greedy, i'll be jerk and that would be me! so (F) OFF if you don't like...

Time of Solitude...

wasn't very free to post my blog for the few days~ was busy with work and well... gan mei's all was so troubled this few days... why their trouble comes together sia~ make me so busy... LOL! well playing audi too, so wasn't really in the mood to blog too... well, wasn't really up to blog today but i guess i should at least blog something after not blogging for days... well today school was alright? took the dumb test and went for lunch... disturbed deston with my fried (tori) haha! well, i should say to all~ drink more water! plain water i mean... okay i stop here liao... good night readers...

Time couldn't be reverse and could neither be stopped... treasure every moment of being anytime anywhere...

it's time to look around...

it's time to give up the 3 girl i would choose from... i guess it's time to accept those who really love me deep? hmm... we'll see lor... choosen 3 and yet no results... was having quite a busy time with buddies and friends... maybe a little addicted to audi beat up mode! yea... it was fun playing beat up than the normal game there... well, not really that addicted to it but just taking it to kills my loneliness? hahaz... watch a show on wednesday saying about guys carrying their GF handbag/bags... well, i don't think so much about how other guys look on me when i carry my loved one's bag... it's not because of being gentleman or whatever... but it's like giving her more freely to shop without being afraid of bag being pick-pocketed or obstacle her from her shopping... and of course won't open her bag la... i know there's alot of mystery stuff in there LOL... i don't go into my GF stuff much anyway... it's a form of respect and trust between each other... went to watch (where got ghost today) ^^ was funny and laugh alot about it LOL! don't really scare me out but really made me laugh~ okay stopping it here don't want to spoil to those who have not watch it... and those who need a good laugh i would suggest you going for this movie ^^

i'm not wise but i'm have knowledge... i'm not clever but i'm smart... all was not i wanted to be, it's all from learning through experience... i yell no anger, yet i shout with courage... i hate no one, but i pity oneself... i believe no one but yet i had trust for all...

Move on and going further...

today was too tired slept till 1.30pm siar... totally missed school... well woke up and watch old movies >.< didn't have much to do so went to play audi listening to their music instead of playing :S okay... had sms-ed up to a thousand sms today >.< lucky me that i have unlimited sms LOL~ well, whose that fan of mine anyway? didn't expect i would have one LOL... okay going to sleep le... it's 1 am already...

things are hard to predict... anything that doesn't happen as what you predict of either it's bad or good it's the fact that it'd had happen... so no matter what you/we have to face it and made the choice... god doesn't make it happen but is the people around you who made it... and all the fact that is happening around is what the choice of each and everyone putting each and every effort to it...

fallen down does feel painful... but think of others who had fallen down more than you but yet they could still stand on their feet... have them as your idot but not to follow their path! made your own path, made your own choice and remember this... i'm always there to support all my friends decision and of course all my close one's...

Treasure your precious ones...

sorry i wasn't updating for the previous days... it's due to my work and company friends... i won't have all my stuff being typed out... tomorrow have to go for school! LOL... wednesday don't feel well so cycle whole day and went to look for deston after their school... supprise him with my creamy cake MUHAHA >.< thursday went to work instead of school LOL~ well... friday went to work then buy my new hp!(finaly!) and Club with deston and our company friends... wasn't really fun that night... and someone actually started to get drunk >.< well send him home and went home for few hours of sleep before my work start at 12noon... wasn't late for work~ phew! well there's a demo for our henckles pots... aunties are a swarm of honey bees when they smell honey :x well after work was planning to go out... infact too much date don't know which one to go for... wei jie call me out for lan gaming... deston call me out for dinner... jun ming ask me out to la kopi >.< well my choice was go out with y.sister to sing at Kbox to the morning! LOL well... went to eat and back home... so wu liao XD... sunday went out with parents and y.sister to northpoint to eat! had dinner there and shopped! father was like a cave-man saying something that makes him go there once in his life-time LOL~ well after that went home took deston peasant and off to meet him... actually wanted to meet hui ling group before going to meet them because deston always be late... well went to watch the firework... was such a let down by the firework this year... WALK! to eat, WALK! to play pool cab to hing house then CYCLE! to prawning at pungol LOL... end up prawning to the morning and cycle to deston house to cook the prawn >.< slept at his house and woke up upon times by deston stupid phone sms... then deston went to meet wee kiat while i go home with his bestie... we ate Sushi! lol... well went home making ZzZ again... okay that's all LOL~

Being with someone you loved wasn't that easy and it wasn't being fate... it's both of you who accepts each other... although being together bring happiness it's also does come with conflict... love them and treasure them before they're gone...